6 Words. {mike conley jr.} [completed]

#14. Promise

#14. Promise

Kadesha's POV

Days passed. I'm not in Memphis or San Francisco or any other states that USA have. I'm in Asia because of my tour. Yes, my very first world tour. But, aside from that, I want to forget everything and leave it to America. I've already said it to Alex and she passed it to my close friends, like the Golden State Warriors. Marc Gasol and Courtney Lee also know this, but I said to them that they shall not say it to Mike or any other people. After all, people will know it because the management will probably announce, but he's never going back to me because he has a child for Pete's sake.

I sighed and closed my eyes, letting my body and soul rest for a bit. This day is one of the worst days in my life. The schedules are very hectic and on going. I feel like I don't have a break, or I don't really have any.

I checked my paper where the schedule is, and thank God, I've only got three more and we're done.

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SCHEDULE
Kadesha Shön Schulz - Wednesday

5:00 PM - Press Conference
7:20 PM - Dinner with the head admin of @OfficialSchatz [Official Twitter FP]
8:30 PM - Recording Studio
11:00 PM - Back to hotel

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That schedule isn't all, it's just the remaining. And if all of you are wondering, I'm in the Philippines, specifically in Palawan.

I sighed before heading to the car. There are no paparazzi here because they don't specifically know where I am 'cause I didn't tell it to the media.

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Three hours finally over and now, it's the last resort before I could go back to the hotel and kick my ass off to bed.

While I am at the studio, I kept rereading the lyrics of my single, Stitches. This song is really for Mike. It has a lot to do with our relationship and what do I feel now that we're separated.

"Kadesha, you're on in three, two, one." One of the producers said and when the time he said one, the music started as well as I sang the lyrics out from my heart.

[a/n; play the video. the cover is sang by Nicole Cross.]

"I thought that I'd been hurt before
But no one's ever left me quite this sore
Your words cut deeper than a knife
Now I need someone to breathe me back to life

Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Tripping over myself
Aching, begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

Just like a moth drawn to a flame
Oh, you lured me in, I couldn't sense the pain
Your bitter heart cold to the touch
Now I'm gonna reap what I sow
I'm left seeing red on my own

Got a feeling that I'm going under
But I know that I'll make it out alive
If I quit calling you my lover
Move on

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
Tripping over myself,
Aching, begging you to come help
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

[x3:]
Needle and the thread,
Gotta get you out of my head
Needle and the thread,
Gonna wind up dead

Needle and the thread,
Gotta get you out of my head, get you out of my head

You watch me bleed until I can't breathe
Shaking, falling onto my knees (falling on my knees)
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches (and I'll be needing stitches)
Tripping over myself,
Aching, begging you to come help (begging, "Baby, please.")
And now that I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches

(And now that)
I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches
(And now that)
I'm without your kisses
I'll be needing stitches."

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"If I jump, let me sink."

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