#18. Been You

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#18. Been You

Kadesha's POV

Months go by and I almost traveled the world. It was fun, I guess. Even though I'm living my own dream, I still have that missing piece. And that's Mike. Yes, I still love him from all of the things that he did. I still love him and even though Fransisco and Jessiann forced me to date guys, country by country, it just won't work.

"Ms. Schulz, someone's waiting for you outside," one of the producers said.

"Who's that?" I asked and she said, "He said that I can't tell it to you. Just go out, the person said."

I nodded and stood by from my chair. And by the way, I'm here in Memphis and I still can't forget about the fact that Anika is going here with Mike. I think I can't face him. Or even them.

"Kadesha," I heard a very familiar voice.




























"Anika?"















I am in complete shock right now.






















I want to escape, but my mind says no.
















"Kadesha, please hear me out-" she started and I cut her off, my tears flowing out of my eye uncontrollably.

"HEAR YOU OUT?! REALLY, ANIKA? DON'T YOU SEE THE FUCKING MESS THAT YOU'VE MADE? YOU MESSED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MIKE! DID YOU KNOW THAT I WAS HURT THAT TIME?! HE 'EFFIN LEFT ME AT OUR THIRD ANNIVERSARY. ANIKA-"

She cut me off, tears flowing from her eyes like mine.

"KADESHA, PLEASE. I'M HERE TO MAKE THINGS CLEAR. I'M HEAR TO SAY SORRY FOR ALL OF THE THINGS THAT I'VE DONE! I'M SORRY THAT I LIED TO MIKE THAT HE'S THE FATHER OF MY CHILD. I'M SORRY FOR BEING A RELATIONSHIP WRECKER. YOU'VE HEARD IT RIGHT, MIKE IS NOT THE FATHER OF MY CHILD. I JUST CAME UP WITH THAT IDEA BECAUSE I WANT MY CHILD TO HAVE A FUCKING FATHER. HIS FATHER IS ODELL. I KNOW I'M CRAZY FOR DOING THAT BECAUSE I KNOW ODELL IS JUST IN THE CORNER BUT I'M AFRAID OF HIS REACTION. I'M SORRY, KADESHA. I AM VERY SORRY. I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN FORGIVE ME BUT I'LL DO EVERYTHING. I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY, KADESHA."







My eyes went wide.














I don't know what to say.











I don't know what to do so...






















I hugged her.

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"Feeling the remnants, caught in an instance
Blink of an eye, no goodbye
I had a notion, deep as the ocean
Blue like the sky, oh my

Like a permanent stain
Wishing I could've just wash away, away
Prayed our love wasn't vain
Who was to blame for all the pain? For all the pain?

If I would've known, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you
If I had the chance, if I had the chance I'd make us brand new
I never wanted to be, wanted to be your enemy
No, but if I, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you, been you

The repercussions, I'm missing your loving
Haunts me tonight, the ghosts are alive
All of the memories
Of serenity
Dwindle in my mind
All the time

Like a permanent stain
Wishing I could've just wash away, away
Prayed our love wasn't vain
Who was to blame for all the pain? For all the pain?

If I would've known, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you
If I had the chance, if I had the chance I'd make us brand new
I never wanted to be, wanted to be your enemy
No, but if I, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you, been you

If I would've known, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you
If I had the chance, if I had the chance I'd make us brand new
I never wanted to be, wanted to be your enemy
No, but if I, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you, been you"

I forgave her. Yes. She explained everything. She said that the night in Barbados, she, Odell, and Mike are very drunk. Odell and her go straight to the private room because things are heating up, while Mike was left on the VIP room. Mike's best friend, Courtney, carried him and dropped him off to his hotel. Mike woke up shirtless because Courtney took off his shirt because it smells very alcoholic. And that's it.

The story of Anika to Mike at the very beginning is that she left him in the morning shirtless and she changed her pants and boxers when she woke up in the morning after they fucked each other.

Anika also said to me that she told Mike everything and also his family and close friends that knew. They didn't show anything on public so there's nothing to worry about the media.































Oh and by the way, she said that Mie is still in love with me and I dedicate that song that I sang, earlier, to him.

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"You have one chance, Mike Conley."

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