Welcome to the Dark Side (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Chapter 19

The last thing you remember was Kylo standing at your door. Then you blacked out. You woke up in a familiar room. You sat up and looked around. You were in your old bedroom on Hilak.

You went to stand up but noticed a letter on the table by your bed. You quickly turned it over, seeing it was seal shut with the First Order's seal. You slowly opened it and pulled out a note. It seemed to be a rough copy with things scribbled out every once in a while, but the note read;

'I'm sorry (Y/N). You're too good for me. I don't deserve you, but I could never stop loving you. If love is a weakness, then I'm glad that you're my weakness. A girl who I lost my mind over, a girl a cared so much about. But now I've hurt you. I abandoned you and betrayed you, yet you came back. You gave me another chance and I blew it. I promised I wouldn't leave you, and promised to keep this promise, but here I am breaking it again. You need to understand it's what best, for you. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.

I know you could never take me back. I was blinded by power and now I'm so strong, I'm weak. I can't stop what I've become, what I'm going to become, but no matter what, I'll always be a monster. I always have been. There is no other way for me. Just remember one thing;
    
I will always love you (Y/N).'

You read the note before breaking down, crying. Your brother came running into the room. "(Y/N), what's wrong," Haiden asked, hugging you tightly. "He's gone," you cried into his shoulder. "It's gonna be okay (Y/N)," Haiden said, gently patting your back.

After a few minutes, you stood up and headed out to see your father. "Welcome home," he said. You ran over and hugged him. Even though you were home with your family, something on you felt numb, like you were missing something.

You knew it would be hard adjusting back to this life. It had barely been a day since Kylo had left you, but you missed him. But he was right. This was what was best, for you. You sighed and prepared for your new life.

Not all love stories have a happy ending...

And this is where your story ends.

Or is it?