Ashton's POV
Kat had fallen asleep on me, her body curled up into my side. It was cute but at the moment I really had to use the bathroom.
"Babe..." I whisper in her ear only causing her to grumble, turning away from me. I wasn't surprised with her actions it was nearly 2 in the morning and she'd been up all day and for the past few weeks helping me do everything and anything.
I didn't want to wake her up so I decide I'll go to the bathroom by myself, my ribs were better and practically fully healed, my legs were still in casts but other than that - I think I could do it by myself.
I push myself off the bed with my hands, coming up in a siting position. I swing the heavy leg casts so they dangle off the bed.
"Okay, that was easy." I mumble to myself, letting out a breath as I scoot myself so I'm sliding off the bed and onto the ground.
"Okay, don't fall." I say through a breath as I try to balance in my feet, failing completely as I lose balance and fall on my face, a groan slipping from my mouth.
"Ashton? Ashton?" I hear Kat ask in a sleepy - worried voice.
"Down here." I groan, I was laying on my stomach and I still really had to pee.
"W-What? How'd you get down there?" Kat asks with confusion, coming to my side, her face coming to view. She had hairs sticking up messily.
"Had to use the bathroom." I say in defeat and Kat lets out a small chuckle, grabbing my arm to start picking me up.
"You could've woken me up." She says and I shake my head instantly.
"You were sleeping, it's like 2 am plus that's all you've been doing - I'm trying to give you a break." I say just as Kat wraps her arms around my torso, her chin flat against my chest.
"I don't mind." She says in a whisper and I can't help but smile, pecking her lips.
"Still really need to go." I mumble onto her lips causing her to chuckle nodding at me.
"C'mon."
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"I need to get out this house, I'm tired of this couch and watching the same old shit TV." I complain, leaning my head against the back of the couch, Maxie laid flat on my lap as Kat had her hands on her hips, standing near the kitchen.
"Ash - you have like a few more weeks then you'll be back to walking and doing shit." Kat says with a slight chuckle, shaking her head at me.
I'm not going to lie, for some reason this past week I've been so - sexually frustrated.
It's weird but this past week I've been looking at Kat way deeper then I should have. Like now, she's wearing thin pajama shorts that are barely even considered shorts. Her long pale legs are always smooth against my skin when I trace my fingers across them. She's wearing a baggy loose white t-shirt of mine, a 'bralette' being seen through. It was black lace, with multiple straps and I continued to wonder if she was doing this on purpose.
Her face was bare with no makeup, just how I liked it. Her hair was either down or up but today it was up, her big eyes taking up her whole face along with her full lashes that always seem to flutter at me.
"Are you even listening to me?" She asks, popping her hip out, my eyes trail up her body one more time before answering her.
"Honestly, no." I say and she chuckles, shaking her head as she walks towards me. Maxie accommodates for Kat, her head finding a nice spot in Kat's lap giving me Maxie's butt. Thanks, Maxie.
"I said if you really want to get out the house we can go for a movie or something." Kat says and I hum in response, my hand caressing her jaw.
I was hypnotized now, her beauty clouding my train of thought. If only I could just make a move and not have Kat freak out about it. If only she didn't have a fear. Then maybe I wouldn't be this desperate.
"God, your so attractive." I say through a breath causing Kat to blush. I didn't actually mean to say that out loud but it didn't really matter, I always told Kat that she was beautiful.
"Are you okay?" Kat chuckles, tilting her head as she waits for my answer.
"I'm fine." I reply with a shrug, my hand caressing the side of her face before traveling behind her neck to pull her a bit closer.
God I was so sexually deprived.
"Are you okay?" I ask just as my nose judges with hers. She doesn't respond, instead she attaches her lips to mine and I wonder if she can feel how desperate I am for her through the kiss.
I'm a bit forceful and a bit more dominate but that's just because I'm lusting for her, deeply.
"Meredith is coming tomorrow." Kat says randomly against my lips, I furrow my eyebrows, pulling away from her slightly.
"That's tomorrow?" I ask and Kat nods, her lips red and slightly swollen causing the most dirty images to come into my head. What is up with me today?
"That's fine." I shrug, attaching my lips to hers again in a rush. Not that we had one.
"You sure your okay?" Kat asks between kisses, I'm partially paying attention as I push Maxie off my lap, pulling Kat by the waits so she now takes her spot.
Kat's hands go to my neck, playing with the hair on the back of my head.
"I'm great." I respond, tightening my grip on her waist as I bring her impossibly closer to me, my hands sliding up and down the sides of her body.
Kat's the first to pull away, her lips more red and swollen, her breathing heavy as she stares at me. I'm sure I look the same.
"I love you. A lot." I say after several seconds of silence, Kat's mouth turns into the biggest smile, her eyes squinting due to it.
"I love you too." She says and I smile, my thumbs rubbing against the skin under her shirt.
"I was thinking..." I clear my throat, averting my eyes from Kat's lips then back to her eyes.
"Maybe after I get my casts off that we could... Continue with the steps..." I didn't want this to turn into an argument or end in Kat being upset with me, I had to play my cards right.
Kat stares at me, I can tell she's thinking about what I've just said.
"Steps? After you get your casts off." She says and I nod slowly, waiting for her to freak out or say something crazy.
"Sure..." She says quietly, letting out a breath at the same time.
"Only if your okay with that. I know with your... Phobia it's not easy but we did it before, we went far before." I try to sound reassuring so she doesn't continue to freak out in her head.
She nods, gulping before responding. "I'm okay with that."
"Are you su-" Kat cuts me off by kissing me, her hands on the sides of my face.
"Ask me one more time and I'll change my mind." She whispers almost devilishly on my lips.
If it was possible for someone to get anymore attractive, it's Kat.
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Sorry for the delay!
