I rolled my eyes at Lewis as he began to shower me in pictures of him and his new "boothang". I close my eyes, gagging a little exaggeratedly when he swipes to a picture of them making out - I didn't need to see any of their mischievous and raunchy photos anytime soon.
"Oh please, I bet you and Ashton have a few dirty pictures together." He rolls his eyes, finally locking his phone and leaning his head on his palm.
"We don't have dirty pictures together, besides how would that even come up? Inbetween making out do I just tell him 'babe, let me just get a few quick shots of us' like no... That's weird." I tell him taking a sip from my martini, I didn't exactly feeling like drinking after work but I knew Lewis wasn't going to have that. Besides drinks were on him tonight so if I wanted to be a real dick, I'd order half the menu just to tip him off.
"No, you just do it. Like maybe I guess since we both don't mind being photographed or filmed... We kind of both want that so its naturally encouraged." Lewis says and I scrunch my nose at him.
"T.M.I."
"Your such a child." Lewis says and I nod enthusiastically.
"That I am, Lew, for once you got something right." I jokingly tell him and he chuckles, fiddling with the thin black straw in his drink.
"Back to you and Ashton..." Lewis says and I groan, leaning my head on the table. I understand I've never really been in a relationship with anyone but I don't get why everyone always wanted to know what was going on between us, quite frankly, I liked being private about our relationship. I wonder if Ashton's friends ask about us.
"Have you done the deed?" He says and I figured he'd ask that sometime, he and Jesse knew I was a virgin and that sex wasn't exactly a small pill to swallow for me - they also didn't know how bad my phobia was as well though...
"No, we haven't." I respond curtly. I knew what his follow up question was going to be already, it's written on his forehead.
"Have you guys done anything remotely sexual?" He asks and I sigh, why hide it now? So much for wanting to keep our relationship a secret.
"Yes?" I reply but it comes out more of a question. We had done some sexual stuff well... Ashton's really done stuff - last time he turned me down... Ouch that memory stings a bit.
"Have you... Did anything to him?" Lewis says trying to find the right wording, I know he's only speaking cautiously so I can open up and tell him - if I wasn't so shy about things like this he'd be asking straight away if I've blown him off already.
"Uh... No not really." I confess, stirring my half empty drink.
"Has he done stuff to you?" He asks his voice higher, he's hoping I've gotten some type of action and I can't wait for his response to when I tell him.
"Yeah..." I reply causally, shrugging my shoulders although my cheeks are heating up, blushing at the confession.
Lewis smiles, slapping the table lightly. "No! Oh my god, what was it? How was it?" He asks eagerly.
I roll my eyes at him, letting out a breath. "Lewis, ever heard of privacy?" He chuckles shaking his head no.
"Come on you know me by now, that word isn't in my vocabulary. Now spill it."
"Well it was a while ago... He did what... all guys do to girls..." I phrase it as vaguely as possible. The thought of actually saying he went down on me makes me nauseous - I would not want that phrase to ever leave my mouth, way too embarrassing.
Lewis smirks at me, arching a brow at me as he mischievously raises his drink to his lips.
"Oh, Kat your dirty." Lewis says winking at me and as if my cheeks couldn't get any hotter - they do.
"Shut up." I tell him, taking a long sip from my drink. I couldn't stand this conversation anymore.
"Don't have to get so worked up, remember it's normal and humanly to do such dirty deeds." For a second I think Lewis would say something to calm my nerves but he doesn't, well slightly, I chuckle at him - rolling my eyes in the process.
"You give me anxiety." I joke, wiping my slightly sweaty hands on my thighs.
"Here's a serious question though, whenever you guys are in bed - do you like panic? Does he touch you or do you not let him?" Lewis asks with genuine curiosity.
"I use to be very nervous sleeping with him, but now not so much. He usually has his hand somewhere on me - he has this thing where he just needs to feel me next to him... I probably shouldn't have told you that." I tell him, biting the side of my index finger - hopefully Lewis doesn't bring it up later in life with Ashton. I didn't know if Ashton would be upset knowing that little thing about him wasn't between just he and I, especially since it was only discussed between us in our bedroom at 2 in the morning.
"That's cute, when you guys are lounging around your house are you guys like connected by the hip?" Lewis asks with a smile, both hands under his chin.
"We're not that obsessed with each other." I tell him, I didn't ever want to be seen as the couple that couldn't live without each other - even if I secretly knew I couldn't.
"But I mean now that Ashton's friend is staying with us I've kind of just been locking myself in the office of our room." I add on mindlessly, stirring my now empty drink. I could go for another one.
"Ashton's friend?" Lewis asks, now he wants the dirt.
"His friend from Australia, his names Ben. He's staying with us for a week." I tell him, letting out a small sigh.
It's not that I hated Ben, I didn't want to hate him - he was one of Ashton's childhood friends and I really wanted to like him but something just wasn't clicking with me. I don't really see how he and Ashton could be friends, they were so mildly different.
"Is he getting in the way of sexy time with Ashton?" Lewis says in a baby voice and I groan, letting out a small chuckle.
"It's not that, I just really didn't expect having guests so soon - I really liked when it was just him and I. And Maxie. I guess I'm just jealous that Ashton is being preoccupied by someone other than me." I tell him and it was true. Ashton was busy entertaining and keeping Ben company - like any good host would and I wasn't use to that, I didn't realize how snotty I sound till I say it out loud.
"Oh don't worry about it honey, you'll have your man in a week - unless this Ben guy is secretly gay and trying to seduce your dude, cause in that case - your fucked." Lewis says but then smiles at me, only trying to lift my spirits and he does.
"Let's hope he's straight, then." I joke back, raising my empty cup towards Lewis' full one.
"Looks like you need a new drink." Lewis smirks and calls over a waiter.
Another drink would be fine.
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