TW: Depression and mentions of self harm. Not too bad though! Enjoy.
Y/N POV:
You hate school, you hate people, you hate your life. What's the point? You trudge home miserably after another hellish day at school, your eyes stinging from crying but ready to spill more tears.
"Ow!" You yelped. You felt as though you had just walked face first into a brick wall. After looking up, you realised that you'd just bumped into someone.
"Are you alright?" He asked urgently.
"CC?" You questioned. He looked like the drummer from your favourite band, Black Veil Brides.
"Yeah! You a fan?" He chuckled. Now you felt like a creepy fan girl.
"Mayyybeee? Oh god I feel like a creep now..." you giggled nervously.
What the hell? Did I literally just giggle?!
You blushed and hid your face behind your H/L, H/C hair, only for your idol to brush it out of the way. He took your chin between his fingers and had you look up at him.
"Don't hide, angel. You're way too pretty to be doing that!"
You blushed again but this time, pushed your hair behind your ear. As your arm traveled back to your side, you felt a large hand stop it.
"What?" You asked cautiously, knowing what he might be looking at.
"Why...?"
And then the tears started to flow. The truth was that you hadn't harmed yourself in any way since CC joined BVB. You'd always liked them, but CC made you feel safe and happy, even if you didn't know why.
"I haven't d-done it in a-ages! I sw-ear I ha-avent!" You choked out between sobs.
"Hey now, don't cry! Please, or I'll cry too. And NOBODY wants to see that!" He told you. You allowed yourself to laugh before the pain in your heart flared up again.
"CC... I..." you whispered before stopping yourself. You wanted to tell him everything, from being suicidal, to the bullying. Everything. But you felt like you'd be attention seeking.
He wouldn't want to know everything about me!
"Why not?" He asked, startling you.
"Oh crap. I didn't mean to say that out loud!" You wailed, embarrassed.
"Tell me, what's wrong my love. Actually no, tell me your name first," he laughed.
"Y/N Y/L/N," you mumbled. You'd always hated your name.
"That's such a pretty name... but I think I'll call you my kitten from now on!" He giggled. You blushed greatly.
"From now on?" You asked, confused.
"Well duh! We're friends now numb nuts! So we have to hang out more!"
"Oh! Ok!" You agree happily.
"So, you. Your life. What's wrong?" He whispered, not wanting to set you off again.
After explaining everything, you were pulled into a bear hug from your new friend.
"Come on kitten! You have so much to live for. I know, everyone says it. But it's true. I can see it. Plus now you have me!" He promised. You told him that you had to go home, even if you didn't want to. You hated it there. It wasn't your parents really. They never did anything to upset you. They just weren't around much and that broke your heart.
"Let me stay with you. Just to make sure your ok!" The hyper drummer exclaimed, knowing that you'd be alone if he didn't. He was jumping around, black hair flying everywhere.
"Jeeze ok!" You managed to say, having a full blown laughing fit. Suddenly, you were picked up and flung over his shoulder as CC ran off with you.
"Ahh CC! Come on you don't even know where I live!" You laughed, flailing.
"Then tell me. But you aren't walking!"
"Fine!" You faked annoyance and then told him directions.
The rest of the night was uneventful, but fun. Eventually you fell asleep in CCs arms.
1 Month Later:
CCs POV:
"Why?! Just tell me why!" I yelled. Y/N hurt herself again! She promised me never again on the day met! And she was doing so well...
"You know what?! I've had enough. I can't fucking take it anymore! It's you ok?!" She practically screamed. Me? I hurt the girl I was in love with? That's right. I love her. I thought it was just a little crush and it would go away but she's just so perfect!
"How...?" I whispered, hurt.
"I love you and you can't see it! I love you... SHIT! Well now I've fucked it up! Well done me! See ya later, or never. I'm going for a walk!" She said. Part of that she was talking to herself. I've come to understand that she does that. But she hears voices. She told me that. I grabbed her wrist and did something that shocked myself, so I can't imagine how she felt. I kissed her. I pulled her close to me and kissed her roughly.
"Same here kitten. I love you too... And tell those voices of yours to shut up. They're upsetting you again. And my kitten can't be upset," I mumbled into her hair before kissing it.
"You love me...?" She asked in disbelief.
"Well duh! Now be my girlfriend so I can take you on a date!" I laughed.
"Ok!"
And that's what we did!
And back to crap! Right good one coming up I think! I love you all and stay happy. ❤️
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