Metal Saved Me

Chapter 37

Myself, Matt and Charlotte go in first and we see Poppy hooked up to all these wires and monitors, my heart was truly breaking seeing her like this, she not supposed to be here, she should be like she was yesterday all happy and smiles and looking forward to the next chapter of her life, that life being with me and our baby, but now that was all taken away. I sit down on chair by her bedside and I hold her hands. They were so cold, it was like she was gone, I let out tears.

Matt: Padge mate, she is gonna pull through

Padge: I know, she is a fighter but this is heartbreaking seeing her like this

Matt: I know mate, I can't believe this is happening, she has being through too much and now this, Padge she needs you to be strong for her

Padge: Yeah I know, come on Padge pull yourself together

Charlotte: Don't be so hard on yourself Padge, you are allowed to grieve and be upset but Matt is right, Poppy is gonna need to rely on you once she wakes up and she is gonna need alot of tlc from you but don't worry, we will all be here for you

Padge: Thanks Charlotte means alot

Charlotte: Right Matt, shall we leave in 2 more people

Matt: Yeah

So Charlotte and Matt left to go back out to the rest and Jai and Olivia came in, Jai started getting angry and Olivia had to calm him down.

Jai: I'm so sorry Padge, didn't mean to act up but this guy is dead meat

Padge: Yeah i can't wait to get my hands on that piece of scum

Olivia: Guys please don't get yourselves in trouble ok, Pops needs us all and if it was Adam then the cops will handle him

Padge: Oh yeah the cops sure, how many times has he broken his bail conditions and what cops give him, released him on bail over and over again, if they done their jobs right, this would never have happened, she would be all happy with us in the hotel and she would still be pregnant and looking forward to her little piece of happiness but because of the cops, it's all taken away

Olivia: Sorry Padge

Padge: No look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap, I'm just so angry at all this

Olivia: I know hun but come on you heard the doctors, she will make a full recovery, she just needs us to be strong and there for her

Padge: Yeah your right hun

So Jai and Olivia left and let in the next 2 people, who was Zacky and Brian.

Zacky: Jesus Padge, I'm so sorry for all of this

Padge: Not ur fault mate but I can't help being so angry, I am gonna break his legs and smash his fucking skull in

Zacky: U and me both mate, she don't deserve this, not after the shit she being through already

Padge: Yeah I know, she was so happy earlier and now look at her, her hands are cold as if she is gone already

Brian: Mate, she not going anywhere, she gonna pull through, that chick has alot of fight in her and she will rise from this with her head held high and she will win this battle

Padge: Thanks mate, needed to hear that, I can't go off killing someone in revenge, I will lose her, the band, my life

Zacky: That you will, don't let that prick ruin ye're lives, look at all the friends and support you got outside there, we all here for you man

Padge: Thanks Zacky

Brian: Right we better let the next people in

So Zacky and Brian left and the nurses decided to let the FFDP guys all come in together and then Johnny, Matt, Val and Michelle come in together. I suppose, they needed us out but I'm not going anywhere, I'm staying put here till Poppy wakes up.

Soon enough the guys all left for Olivia's house again, they decided to check out of the hotel and stay with Olivia so they could all support each other in these hard times. Matt drove Charlotte, Oliva, Jai, Stephi, Moose, Ivan and Zoltan back in Poppy's car and Brian drove rest of A7x, Val, Michelle and Chris, Jason and Jeremy in his car while Avatar had already left since they didn't really know us guys, which was fair.

Come on Pops, please come back to me, I need you, I love you and I'm so sorry that I could not protect you from all this. This is all my fault!!!