Metal Saved Me

Chapter 72

OK so this is gonna be a shock chapter for Poppy and Padge!!!!

Padge's P.O V

Holy hell Pops done well getting this flat, she really got a bargain only paying £80,000 for it, and fuck was our bed the coolest bed I have seen in my life, only thing hard was getting used to not stepping off it as it's already on the floor, but Jesus it was a massive bed and the design was perfect. This moment right here now was even more perfect, we were cuddled up in the middle of the day in bed, peace and quiet away from the mad chaos of being on tour, it was raining now which normally would suck but right now in this moment, it was pure bliss listening to the rain pelt of the windows, knowing we have nowhere to be for the rest of the day. Pops rolls over and lies her head on my chest, I just hold her tight and kiss her head, she suddenly sat up again and had a funny look on her face and then she seemed to forget about it but then she sat up again, she made a bolt for the bathroom and I heard her vomit again. She soon came back out in her dressing gown and she was after brushing her teeth.

Padge: Babe that's def nothing now, I reckon your pregnant again

Poppy: Yeah I think so too babe, FUCK!!!!!

Padge: Why Fuck?

Poppy: I don't want to be, I can't handle this, I don't wanna lose another one, I will feel like a failure if I do!

Padge: Babe your not a failure, please don't say that, shall we go shops and get a test?

Poppy: I guess

Padge: Cheer up Babe, we will get through this if you are!

Poppy: I hope so babes cos I just don't know what I will do if I lose this if I am

Padge: Please don't do anything stupid babes, I love you, we all do and we all are gonna be here for you every step of the way.

Poppy: Thanks Babe, I won't do anything stupid but I might be just a bit distant or something!

Padge: OK as long as you know you have a group of amazing friends and me, if you are shall we rush the wedding?

Poppy: Maybe we see

Padge: OK babes, right come on let's get dressed and we get a couple of tests done

Poppy: K.

So we get dressed, Pops didn't bother with effort, she just got into tracksuit bottoms and a baggy jumper over a string t-shirt and her converse, but to me she still looked so beautiful. I got into my jeans, zombie crew t-shirt and leather jacket and also my converse and we were both ready to go. We go make sure the puppies were OK first and then Pops grabbed her handbag, Mp3 player and car keys and we made our way down to the car. She drove to keep her mind off gettin sick again and before she drove, she didn't bother connecting her mp3, instead she put the radio on.

Poppy: Kinda hungry now too babe but I dunno if I should eat

Padge: Get few groceries in shall we and try eat at home that way you have comfort of your own place if you need to be sick

Poppy: OK that sounds perfect, you wanna get some DVDs in aswell and have an absolute lazy few days?

Padge: Sounds awesome babes, but then any day with you is good

Poppy: Awww you old smoothie

Padge: Less of the old now!

Poppy: U are old though (sticks out tongue)