So I'm sorry I'm gonna end this story here now, but I might pick it up in another story, gonna make it a little short as I really have lost interest because so have most of my readers!!
When we got to the hospital after the ambulance, we hurry inside to Jai, we knew straight away just by seeing him on the floor with his head in his hands that it wasn't good. I bend down beside him.
Poppy: Jai?
Jai: My angel, she's, she's gone Pops
Poppy: What? No! Please say it's not true!
Jai: She died in the ambulance Pops, they said she had a brain aneurysm.
Padge: Fucking hell Jai, I'm so sorry
Jai: I can't bring myself in to say goodbye to her, how am I to move on from this, I fucking loved her so much!
Poppy: I know you did Jai, we all knew you loved her and she fucking loved you too
Jai: Pops I was ready to propose soon
Poppy: U were?
Jai: Yeah, I have the ring and all
Poppy: I'm so sorry Jai
Jai: Fuck Pops this is awful on you too, your boys christening of all days
Poppy: That doesn't matter Jai, come on, we say goodbye to her
Jai: Yeah OK
So I drag Jai on his feet with the help from Padge and we go into the room where Liv was, she was so white, the doctor was still with her, he gave Jai his deepest sympathies and said she didn't suffer so that was something but I guess she did suffer with the headaches, if only she saw a doctor quicker, she be still here. We all give her a kiss goodbye, with tears in our eyes, Jai completely broke down again.
Jai: This isn't right, she is too young
Matt: I know mate, I'm sorry
Jai: Her parents!
Poppy: You Want me to ring them?
Jai: Could you? I just can't
Poppy: Of course I can
So I got their number and I went to waiting room to ring them, they were coming to Bridgend to sort everything out to bring her back to London for her burial. Jai thanked me.
One week later!!
We were saying goodbye to Olivia, this was too fucking hard. Padge's mum came to London and stayed in my flat to mind Vaughan as it's not a place for him to be. This is extremely hard she was my best friend, the godmother to my baby boy, I know this is hard on me but it must be down right difficult for Jai. Padge, Matt, Moos and Zoltan and Ivan of FFDP helped carry her coffin, Jai sits with her family in the church as they saw him as family cos he has being with Liv for over a year now and they saw him as a son in law already.
Her family said beautiful poems, the choir sang songs for her, it was just so perfect, Jai even went up and made a speech.
Jai: I just wanna say thank you so much for everyone that came today to show your love to Liv. I don't have to explain how Liv was to anyone in this room, everyone knows she was the most kindest girl with the most beautiful soul. She was the kind of girl that would do anything for anyone, weather it was just running to the shops for her elderly neighbour, being a babysitter to her best friend Poppy's little boy Vaughan, who she was also godmother too, She has made an impact on my life and I'm pretty sure she has with many of Ye too. She was my best friend, my soul-mate, plain and simple, it takes some people decades to find that special someone, I was lucky enough to have found her through Poppy, who only knew her a short time before myself, but I thank you Poppy for letting Olivia in my life because in the year we have being together, it was the happiest year of my life, our happiness was cut short but my memories of Olivia will last a lifetime, I will mourn the loss of my soul mate but I will take comfort in knowing she loved me to the very day she took her last breath. I thank you Olivia and I will always love you my angel, always and forever, until we meet again.
Fuck Jai, I'm bawling here, there wasn't a dry eye in the church. The priest called me up next.
Poppy: Again on behalf of Jai and Olivia's parents, I would like to say a big thank you for everyone in attendance, I know Olivia would feel real special. This is too hard to say goodbye, she was too young. She was so happy with Jai, she was my best friend and I know we both could not find someone like her ever again, she truly has made a big impact on my life, she was there in support throughout every bad thing that has ever happened to me, from being harassed by my ex, dealing with crazy and jealous Bullet fans who burnt my house down, she kindly put me up for months, while I tried sorting out everything, we became so close fast, we ended up becoming the nearest of friends, so much so that she was maid of honour at my wedding and I gave her the title of godmother to my son Vaughan, she will always be his godmother, nobody can replace her. She is gone at such a young age but we all know she is still alive in all off us, she left us with a lot of beautiful memories that we will always cherish till the day we all meet again. I love you and always will babes and until we meet again, goodbye my friend(tears in my eyes).
Lzzy then sang Tears in heaven playing the acoustic guitar. It was truly beautiful.
It was now time to say goodbye to our friend, Jai, Padge, Matt, Moose, Ivan and Zoltan went to the coffin to carry her to her final resting place. I held onto Charlotte and Stephi going behind all Liv's family, with FFDP, A7x, FIR, Foo Fighters, Halestorm, Andy Biersack, Andy James and the boys guitar techs Richie and Kevin, aswell as hundreds off people that knew Liv. When we get to the grave, she was laid across the grave until it was time after prayers to lower her. Myself, Stephi and Charlotte go to Padge. matt and Moose and we hold on tight to them. The priest says the rosary at the graveside, then it was time to say goodbye, we all throw a red rose in on top of her coffin after we said goodbye. Jai completely broke down with her parents. I had to cuddle Padge and he held me so tight. It truly was not right and not fair.
A few months later!!!
Jai hasn't being the same for months now, who can blame him, he was lashing out, getting into fights, being arrested, taken hard drugs, his drinking was getting way outta hand, the band were at their tethers with him, they understood his pain but honestly didn't know what to do with him, he was bringing the band down, they couldn't commit to writing a new album and they had a deadline, they felt stink, but they had thoughts of him being kicked out of the band soon if he didn't get his act together.
I leave it there everyone, it leaves me a chance to write a follow up when I get my mind back into this storyline, I hope Ye all enjoyed it and I'm sorry that I had to end it here!!!
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Metal Saved Me
FanfictionThis story will be about a girl named Poppy who is a Concert and Events Photographer. She gets to travel a lot with her work to various events and concerts all over the world. She currently lives in London but is originally from Ireland. She moved t...
