Loathe.

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A never ending love sick affair.
High and dry, do I really dare ?
Forget it with a sense of amnesia.
Shoot it down and never come back up.

The night grows dark with self loathing evil.
Short solutions with even larger damages.
Too exhausted to care, do I really give a damn ?
Grow unconscious in a sea with lust filled dust.

What ever happened to being so happy ?
Free like a bird, a better chance at life.
What made you think that it would all be fine ?
I despise you and I didn't even create you.

Not worthy of most things that come free.
But a whore for material of greater fee.
Fill it up and drown in your deep despair.
Till you suffocate and all things turn bare.

Loathe...a bitter taste on the tongue.
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Oh I knew this poem was coming in only a matter of time. Self loathing at it's finest and the gateway to addiction. Don't do drugs, kids. It'll only make your sorry life worse. Take it from the girl who isn't completely dead yet.

Sincerely Yours,
Liliana.

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