You're my first real love,
I'm not yours.
You were everything I dreamed of,
You had two dreams.
Leaving for me would be devastating,
For you it would be another lesson.
I don't know how to move on,
You've become a pro.
I won't be able to go back the way I was,
You'll be perfectly fine in a month.
You would be my knife to end it,
I wouldn't even be as hard as the last.
I'm looking to the goal,
You're trying not to mess up.
I've been unbelievably happy,
You're too focus on doing it right to notice.
I'm starting to feel free,
You've been walking on eggshells.
I want you to be my world,
You want me to be your proof of success.