Chapter 23

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Annabeth's POV.

I immediately woke by the rumbling and grumbling of my stomach. I stepped out of my bed and put on slippers. I headed over to the bathroom and went straight down to the toilet. I let out all the nasty vomit out of my mouth.

I kept thinking about how Percy and I were doing it three weeks ago. And now I'm two days late on my period and three days ago, I've been getting morning sickness. I hate getting into these horrible positions. I mean I know I'm not the best kid out there, but I didn't expect to be doing it at this age.

I started to cry at the edge of the toilet seat dismissing how disgusting that is. I really don't want to be pregnant at all. I'm not ready for this kind of thing. I'm just a kid who made stupid and irrational decisions for myself. I'm just not ready to be a mom. But I can't be too sure about this. I have to check in with a doctor and maybe get some pregnancy test.

What I'm hoping right now is that Percy will never leave me. I don't want to ruin his future at all. Unlike me, he takes his education seriously. I know that if I am pregnant I would have to tell him. We aren't ready to be parents at all, but I know I won't abort it or adopt it. I could never bring myself to do that.

I sighed and wiped my mouth. I stood up and flushed the toilet. I walked out the bathroom and went up to my bed. I face planted right into my pillows. I haven't gone to school lately because I was sick. My mom wants to take me over to the doctors so I can see what's wrong with me. If I am actually pregnant and she finds out I would be dead. She would be so disappointed in me. Sometimes when I do something bad, she doesn't punish me, and that's the worse punishment of all.

Just like the time when she asked me to make her some tea and I didn't want to, but I had to do it anyway. I purposely put salt instead of sugar to show her how mad I was. And when I was finish making the tea, I turned around and saw her standing at the doorway looking straight at me. She had known what I have down. I was going to say something, but I was speechless. She just walked away with a disappointed and a hurt look in her eyes. Since that day I try to ignore her eyes and continue on what I was doing.

I went under my covers and closed my eyes. I guess i will have to wait and see until I go to the doctors today. I don't know why I feel so sure about me being pregnant, but then again I don't have the best of luck. I think that maybe if I would try to get her out of the doctors office before I get my results, then she doesn't have to know. I know eventually I would tell her, but on my own time. Better yet, why don't I let someone else tell her so I won't have to.

I soon heard a faint knock on my door. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone about anything just yet. I can just see the disappointed looks in their eyes as I have seen in my mom's eyes. Just thinking about what I did made me mad at myself. And she was sick! What kind of person am I?! I don't even know how to answer that question.

"Come in!" I yelled. I cuddled under the covers as my mother walks into my room with a smile smile on her face. She looked beautiful today and I wonder how people say I look like her if I don't stand a chance against her beauty.

"Hey sweety. How are you feeling? Are you ready to head of to the doctors?" She asked. I shrugged my shoulders for both questions. I placed my small hand on top of my forehead and groaned letting her know that I had a headache.

"Uh, well I'm not getting any better, but I'm hanging on I guess. I just think that I would need some aspirin or something." I told my mother. She nodded and came down to sit on the edge of my chair.

"Whatever you are feeling, just know that you will get better. Okay?" She said. "Now get ready to go the doctor's office." She told me and lean down to give me a kiss on my forehead. "Hope you feel better." She said and walked out of my room.

I don't know if I can do this anymore. My stomach hurts and I think it might be the guilt or morning sickness. My mother finally trusts me somewhat and Percy and my relationship is finally going somewhere. I feel like I would be disappointing a lot of people in my life. I would also be putting them in an uncomfortable position, affecting their life. Wait, scratch that... I know I would be disappointing them. All I can do right now is pray for something good to go down. Guess you can't have everything you want.


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