"Destroy me"

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10 th February 2016
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Destroy me

That moment a tear escaped my eye,
I didn't know, if what you said was just a lie,
Or what you really thought about me,
What do you really see?

It's a hard way to climb the rocks,
Up to accepting who you really are,
Because someone may throw mocks,
Making you stumble, causing a scar.

And when you actually love that person,
That's when it hurts even more,
It's making all doubts come back and worsen,
Your heart will be shattered, your eyes will be sore.

I will never be as thin,
As the girls you see in magazines,
But tell me, is it a sin,
To embrace all the figurines?

Tell me I am fat, spit it right into my face,
Shatter my mirror image, go on and replace,
Positiveness with disgust,
Leaving me without the trust,
In my judgement, cause I felt good,
Now I am walking around with my hood,
Hiding my tear-stained complexion,
But I can still see the rain my heart is crying, even in my reflection.

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Disclaimer: I do not own this beautiful picture!

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