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Chapter 13: Alone Time

UNEDITED

Saito POV

"Bye Saito-San! Happy holidays!" Chizuru and Heisuke waved goodbye to me cheerful smiles on their faces. Panic set into my heart and rocks filled my stomach because of the presence of Okita-San beside me.

"Well I don't plan on going home until my parents stop arguing," he slung his arm over me shoulders just as I was about to break into a sprint. "So what shall we do tonight?" He breathed into my ear. Taking a shaky breathe, my cheeks flushed at his intimacy, "I-I'm going home. I haven't finished the homework we were assigned for the holidays." I spoke slowly to keep my pitch from raising.

"Well isn't that interesting, this is my school rucksacks with all that homework in it." He grabbed my hands roughly and walked quickly down the street. "We'll do it at your house."

"We'll do what?!" I panicked and he smirked.

"Get your mind out of the gutter Hajime-Kun. I didn't mean that..." He laughed as my face deepened its blush. Why did I say that?!

Shaking my head, I glared at the pavement and walked quickly to catch up with him, not realising he had stopped until I went into his chest. "Someone's eager." He laughed and held my arms. My jaw topped as I tried to back up, "N-no! I'm not! I didn't mean it that way!" I said in a flustered mess as my entire body turned red from embarrassment.

After a painfully awkward walk with Okita-San smirking beside me or jabbing my side every now and then , we finally made it to my house.

Memories of him kissing me flooded to my brain, I cringed and shook the though away. It was late so I went around turning lights on, the television and generally avoiding Okita-San.

"I'm gonna set up here." He said and opened his bag, laying out his books. Wait he's actually serious about doing work? I honestly thought that was a false pretence just to get to me. Why am I slightly disappointed? Never mind.

Surprisingly, Okita-San sat with his headphones in scribbling away at his work. His forehead creased in concentration, his tongue poking input as he worked. He's really working hard. I finished the last assignment as I had already been working yesterday and this morning; so I decided to make tea to calm my nerves.

Packing away my things, I dumped my bag in my room, took my hoodie off so I was just in a black vest top then made the tea; sitting it on a tray I carried it in to find Okita-San messing with the volume on the TV.

"I thought you were working?"

"I finished, I'd already done half yesterday." He shrugged and I handed him some tea. "How is the headphone technique working out for you?" I asked curiosity. "Really well, especially 'cause it's like you're talking me." He winked and I snipped my tea to hide my face.

"Hey I love this movie." He clicked onto it. It was a historical film, it focused in the shinsengumi, the vice commander and a girl he found during the war. It's wasn't very historically accurate but it was entertaining none the less.

"Can you please not sit so far away?" Okita said suddenly and grabbed my wrist. "Watch!" The tea in my cup swirled around the rim as I set it down hurriedly. "Come here." He pulled me to the same couch as him and I sat down beside him. It's really warm in here.

"How high is your heating on? Jesus..." He pulled his hoodie off so out bare arms were touching. Gulping quietly, I slide slightly away but he noticed.
"Sit still or I'll kiss you."

I glared at him, "You can't threaten me with that!" He smirked. "Oh, but I can. I make you nervous, I make you frustrated and I make you curious. So a kiss is the perfect threat." He grinned cheekily and i huffed. "Scree you." I gritted my teeth. "Please do." He retorted and I choked on a gasp.

I stood up but he grabbed my waist pulling me onto his lap, "Let go! Get off me!" I thrashed about and he laughed, letting me go but keeping me beside him. "Just watch your stupid movie." I grumbled, giving up and sitting beside him. He pecked my cheek, "Thank you."

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A scene between the vice commander and the girl came on, they were kissing so I looked away awkwardly. Okita had movie into a position so his head was on my lap and he stretched out along the sofa. I played with his hair absentmindedly.

"I really wanna kiss you right now."

My hands froze in his hair, he took my wrist and tangled out fingers together. Why am I letting him do this?! "Would you get mad if I kissed you right now?" He said. How can he sound so innocent right now? He sat up on his knees facing me.

His slightly tight red tee shirt outlining his muscles grew and shrank with his breathing as his green orbs stared at me curiously. He moved closer but I didn't move at all.

He kept inching closer and closer to me until his nose as side by side to mine, "I'm going to kiss you now." His lips brushed mine as he spoke and electric jolts went through my body. My heart began to pick up pace.

His lips pressed into mine, hot and smooth and he crawled closer to me, pushing me down. His tongue trailed around my lips as we looked into each other's eyes, neither of use closing them.

I don't know why, I don't know how and I don't know when; but my mouth opened slightly and he suck his tongue in. My pulse raced as his hands snuck up the back of my shirt and I gasped at his touch. "Souji...." I breathed and he smirked. He kissed along my neck, my skin on fire wherever he touched it.
He pushed up my black vest top and kissed down my chest.

The movie was long forgotten as my mind clouded, my eyes squeezed shut and I bit my lip not to moan out. I gasped as he grazed my nipple (A/N: hehe nipple XD that word makes me giggle)

"Hajime..." He breathed and my face flushed darker. "S-stop!" I stuttered. He froze on top of me and stared confused. "N-no more Okita-San." I looked down embarrassed.

"Hey what's the problem?" He said softly and cupped my cheek. My eyes welled with tears and we sat up, "I-I can't....I'm so confused! I don't understand what I'm feeling and you're confusing me even more and and!" I began blubbering and his face creased wth worry.

"Hajime-Kun..." Taking a deep breathe, he grabbed both sides of my face and turned me to him. "Answer yes or no, only yes or no clear?" I nodded.

"Do you hate me?"

"No." His face brightened when I said that. "Do you like me?" I nodded, "Yes." He smiled softly at me. "Does this," he gestured between us, "feel wrong to you?"

I thought for a moment. Every time we kissed, it didn't feel wrong exactly; it was strange but exciting, I felt like I was breaking some sort of rules but it was fun. "No. It doesn't feel wrong." I said slowly and he grinned at me.

"Then why don't we just take things slowly? Just left what will happen, happen and please stop over thinking." He knocked on my head playfully and a small grin graced my lips.

"Okay Souji."

He smiled and kissed me sweetly but it was short, "Okay Hajime-Kun."

I think my heart has just exploded from writing this. KAWAII YAY SAITO HAS SORT OF KINDA ACCEPTED HE LIKES SOUJI! WARRIORS CHEER WITH ME!

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