Admit it

Chapter 23: Forget About Tomorrow

Saito POV

My face burned almost painfully at what Souji just did to me. I need to clean this....I thought looking at the small mess he I mean I, I mean we (?) made? I don't fucking realise what just happened!

I mean I know what happened but...

I'm too flustered to think! "Why don't we get out of here for a while, school is over so let's go catch a movie or something." Souji said casually. "How did that not affect you?!" I hissed at him, tightening my grip on my towel. He smirked, "Don't tell me that was your first climax? Haven't you helped yourself out before?" He said and my face went a deeper red.

"S-shut up! Wait here!" I hissed and ran out the bathroom door to my room, getting changed quickly I brushed through my wet hair then ran my fingers through it. Fucking idiot, why can't I get you out of my head even when you're not around? You're not even involved in the conversation get all I can think is I can't wait to tell Souji that or Souji would like this or think this is stupid....why do my thoughts swarm with you and only you? Why did what you just did make me feel so alive and excited? Was t because of what Oi did or because it was you who did it?

Slipping on plain black boxers I pulled dark jeans on, a purple shirt and a black vest over it. Picking up the hair dryer, I blasted my hair quickly but soon regretted it as my fringe flicked out and upwards, "God damn it..." I grumbled.

"Shit! Your mom almost saw me!" Souji laughed coming through my door, slamming it behind him. "Why are you here?" I asked him again. He waved me off, throwing my coat and scarf at me and grabbed me close to him, pressing his soft lips to mine. My heart raced again at his touch and he pulled away, "Let's get out of here and talk." He said and lept threw my open upstairs window.

"SOUJI!" I clamped my hand over my mouth at his action; however he landed perfectly, brushing off his jeans and looking up to me. "Come on then!" He laughed. Shaking my head, I took the stairs three at a time and swung open the door. "MOTHER IM LEAVING DONT PACK MY STUFF!"

"HAJIME DO NOT LEAVE WITH BO-!"

SLAM!

I smirked at the satisfying slam of the door, grabbing Soujis hands and he wrapped his arm around my waist as we walked up the street. "Where are we going?" I asked. "My house, my mother left a few days ago and dads working so it's free and we can talk there." He kissed my forehead and I blushed. "Alright."

When we reached his house, I realised I'd never been here, only through the door to get him on New Year's Eve. "Make yourself at home." He kicked off his shoes and I followed suit, hanging up my coat. "Let's watch a movie." He said, holding my hand tightly and puling me up stairs towards his room I guess.

Souji was moving so rapidly, grabbing drinks and snacks, practically running in and out of his room, kissing my quickly each time. The last time he ran trough the door I grabbed his collar and threw him on the bed below me, "What the hell is the matter with you?!" I barked at him.

".....I don't....want...you to go." He looked up at me, his green eyes glassy with tears as his face flushed red. "Y-you're crying?" I said astonished. He laughed sadly, wiping his tears, "How am I supposed to do anything with out you?" He whimpered slightly.

"Souji..." I said heartbroken. "Please don't cry..." I muttered, kissing the tears on his cheeks. He grabbed my shoulders and flipped us, holding me down, "Be my boyfriend." He said desperately. "But I'm leav-" he cut me off by kissing me.

"Don't think about tomorrow, right here right now; Hajime will you be my boyfriend?" He asked again, his eyes pleading and desperate. Boyfriend...
"Yes...okay I will." I said, a grin spreading across my face. I'm so intensely happy, I never want to leave this moment!

He pressed his soft lips to mine, his hands sliding under my shirt, "Right here..." He whispered, pulling the vest off me and unbuttoning my shirt, gasping at his touch, I groaned as his palms glided over my chest and nipples. "I-I lo....." I bit my tongue at the words that nearly rolled off it. No I can't say those words, I can't!

"What?" Souji whispered, "Nothing-AH!" I gasped as his hand rubbed my crotch suddenly, "I love to hear you scream." Souji smirked at me, rubbing my crotch with his knees. My stomach knotted and I pushed his shirt off, trailing my hands down his perfectly toned chest, damn he fucking handsome.

"You like?" He flexed slightly and I nodded, kissing down his jaw and neck, his body shivered below my hands. "I'm going to take you." He whispered into my neck, I jumped as his hand undid my belt, button and zipper. "Do it..." I replied, my head fogged with lust and want. "Please tell me you mean that?" He looked at me straight in the face.

"I do, take me. Make me yours completely. Aren't you the one always saying I'm yours and no one else's?" I smirked even though I was blushing furiously. He chuckled and nipped my ear lobe, "Damn fucking right you're mine." He licked behind my ear and I gasped at the sensation.

Our shirts lay on the floor, quickly followed by our jeans, "You sure?" Souji said nervously. Fuck I'm terrified but...I'm sure. "Yes, 100 percent." I said and he grinned, leaning down and kissing my gently. He pulled my boxers down, rubbing the tip of my member with his thumb. I threw my head back into the pillow, groaning uncontrollably. "Oh my god... " I gasped and moaned as his hand worked me furiously. "Souji...Souji! I'm-I'm gonna..!" He pulled away just before I hit my peak and I groaned loudly in frustration. "You can't just stop!" I whined and he laughed, kissing me hungrily. "Oh but I just did." He smirked. "Dickhead." I hissed as he pulled a condom over his length.

"Yes but your one and only." He smiled and grabbed my hips, "S-Souji..." I said nervously as I heard a bottle open. "Just got to get you ready first." He said and I felt a cold liquid gel on my behind. "Ah..ah!" I winced as two of his fingers entered me, "F-fuck!" I bit my lip and he began massaging my member again. "Ah...no wait... I will...!" He pulled away after being me to the edge again. "Stop teasing me dickhead!" I yelled as my body twitch uncontrollably at his touch.

"You asked for it." He said and I felt his chest on my back and something poking at my entrance, "Oh my god, uh ah!" I gasped as he slid in, the pain was hot and there was a lot of it. Tears welled in my eyes as sweat beaded all over my skin. "Souji..." I whispered as he pulled out and in slowly.

"I love you Hajime." He sighed heavily, pulling out and in, moans escaping my mouth so often I could reply. His thrusting became faster and I felt him twitch inside me, "Fuck I'm gonna-!" He cut off grunting.

His hand went around my waist, massaging my member as he thrust into me. "Oh god! Souji! Ah! Ah! I'm gonna...!" All my muscles tensed jut as I reached my peak, then exploded all at once, "SOUJI!" I screamed, pleasure flooding through my body, filling me up and sending my muscles into spasms as I breathed heavily. Souji released and I felt the condom expand and I winced as he pulled out.

"I love you Hajime but admit it." He collapsed on top of me, pulling a blanket around us, I curled into his chest closing my eyes as he wrapped his arms around me. "You love me too." He whispered and kissed my forehead.

I...love...Souji....

HEY WARRIORS I HAVENT UPDATED IN AGES SORRY I FEEL LIKE SHIT IM STRESSED AS HELL AND SLIGHTLY DEPRESSED CURRENTLY BUT ILL BE OKAY BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL NO MATTER HOW SMALL I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT!

HOPE YOU ENJOYED SOME YAOI BETWEEN MY FAVOURITE SHIP AND SORRY IF IT SUCKS BUT IVE NEVER WRITTEN IT BEFORE I TRIED TO MAKE IT ROMANTIC BUT I DUNNO IF I DID A GOOD JOB OR NOT!

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