Blue Hearts 2k16 (My Collection of Poems And Short Stories)

Will anyone hear me out?...Will anyone protect me?

Will anyone protect me? (Part 1)

I can't believe I'm doing this.

Am I going crazy?

I never ask for help.

That's just the way I am.

It's true.

But lately I feel like things are getting a little out of control.

I tend to deal with stress pretty well,

but now,

I don't know why, but the damage that I've been taking is getting a little overboard.

I've tried to talk with my friends,

but they would laugh,

misunderstanding it as a joke.

Am I really that funny?

I've tried talking to him.

But he only tells me to distance myself.

Is that really the solution?

I thought I knew myself,

but I never knew that I was this stupid.

I should've never asked for help.

I knew that I wouldn't find any answers.

But I searched anyways.

What an idiot I am.

A desperate idiot.

I'm so funny.

To think that some would help me,

a foolish moron.

It's not like they could help me anyways.

I've probably let down my guard a few times and let a few words sneak out,

but I'm fine.

I know I am.

I've been like this my whole life.

I've been leaning on my own power since the day I was born.

I don't need anybody.

And no one needs me.

But at times I can't help but ponder on the question,

Will anyone protect me?

But then reality would strike me harder than a knife.

There's no one.

If you're gonna live life the way you want,

you gonna have to work for it.

I've learned that the hard way.

And I can't back down now.

It's only begun.

When everything shatters underneath my feet,

I need to be able to stand up and fight.

I can't go crying for someone's support.

I can do it myself.

When everyone's gone,

you know what's left?

Nothing.

That right.

When there's nothing,

I have to make something.

I have to be strong for those who can't.

When they have nothing.

I'll give them something.

And when that time comes,

I need to be strong so I support their burdens with them.

I don't get to sit back and relax,

I need to be ready for battle.

Their lives won't get any better if I just watch,

right?

I don't want them wondering the same thing,

Will anyone protect me?

Will anyone hear me out? (Part 2)

Will anyone hear me out?

So many worries,

so many problems.

I really don't feel like I can take this anymore.

Someone please help.

I feel like my chest is gonna split.

There's a gash on my heart.

It stings, you know.

I try to reach for help.

But my arms are too short.

I can't reach the light.

My feet are too small.

I can't walk on thorns.

My hope is too little.

I can't do this anymore.

I call for someone,

but I end up disappointed.

They only discourage me with my faults.

I just want someone to hear me out.

I just want to tell someone that I need help.

But they think that I'm being selfish.

But I'm only human.

I can't smile all the time.

I get annoyed too.

I get mad too.

I get upset too.

I cry too.

I yell too.

I scream too.

I get smashed too.

I get trampled on too.

I get sad too.

I can't be happy all the time.

I can't be 'perfect' all the time.

I need help too.

I'm just another lonely soul seeking shelter from the pouring rain.

Will anyone hear me out?

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There's actually a story behind this.

Here's the story:

This is actually from 2 points of views from one person.

I know that that sounds confusing.

But in the first part, it's actually talking about what this person is thinking about. For example, the person is trying to encourage themselves; trying to convince themselves by saying that they don't need anybody, but in part 2, it actually reveals what they're actually thinking, because in the inside they're actually hurting and that they need help. But they feel the need to protect others.

I wrote this because sometimes, I feel that I can do things myself, but then I soon realize that I can't. Not everybody is strong, but to those who seem to be, I just want to say that you never actually know what's going on. They could be strong and powerful on the outside, but maybe it's because they're suffering in the inside. Everyone has a facade, and sometimes you just have to break it. If you really want to help a person, don't let them suffer alone.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Wow, okay that turned out to be like some kind of PSA. Ops! Sorry, I hope I didn't bore you guys to death, I just wanted to clarify the story. :3