I'm scared.
I'm scared of them.
I'm scared of me.
I don't want to change.
I don't want to move on.
I want to stay here.
This is where I belong.
Why does everything disappear?
I want to grasp.
I want to feel.
But my body trembles in fear.
I try to wrap my hands around it.
But it slithers its way out.
"I hate this!"I shout.
It always ends this way.
I'm so pathetic.
I always miss,
the most important things like this.
I have to be strong if I want to hold on tight.
But something doesn't feel right.
Everything hurts.
Everytime I smile, my heart breaks.
I don't know what to do.
Everytime I laugh, my happiness aches.
Someone save me.
Nothing lasts forever.
I should've known.
From all the things that were already shown.
The pain.
The humiliation.
All the things that I hated.
Everything is breaking.
Just like the close bonds that have faded.
But I can't help but hope that I could stay here.
Wish that I wouldn't dissapear.
This one place that comforts me.
Just let me be.
I don't want to go away.
Please let me stay.
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Blue Hearts 2k16 (My Collection of Poems And Short Stories)
PoetryThis is a collection of some poems and short stories that I've written. This was actually an assignment in class, but I thought I wanted to share it with everybody. (I'm really sorry, I'm not very good with writing poems and I can only write in repe...