Let Me Stay

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I'm scared.

I'm scared of them.

I'm scared of me.

I don't want to change.

I don't want to move on.

I want to stay here.

This is where I belong.


Why does everything disappear?

I want to grasp.

I want to feel.

But my body trembles in fear.


I try to wrap my hands around it.

But it slithers its way out.

"I hate this!"I  shout.

It always ends this way.

I'm so pathetic.

I always miss,

the most important things like this.

I have to be strong if I want to hold on tight.

But something doesn't feel right.


Everything hurts.

Everytime I smile, my heart breaks.

I don't know what to do.

Everytime I laugh, my happiness aches.

Someone save me.


Nothing lasts forever.

I should've known.

From all the things that were already shown.

The pain.

The humiliation.

All the things that I hated.

Everything is breaking.

Just like the close bonds that have faded.


But I can't help but hope that I could stay here.

Wish that I wouldn't dissapear.

This one place that comforts me.

Just let me be.

I don't want to go away.

Please let me stay.

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