Blue Hearts 2k16 (My Collection of Poems And Short Stories)

Maybe, We Should've Never Met

To think that the most precious friends became the ones that left the deepest scars.

Sometimes I question my decision.

I look back and think that maybe,

We should've never met.

I always think that life would’ve been easier without you in it.

If my days weren’t filled with your existence,

Then maybe I could’ve smiled more.

Maybe I could’ve spent my last moments with people who actually loved me.

If only my life weren't full of lies,

Then maybe when I breathed my last,

I would’ve cried.

Maybe I would’ve felt something.

But I couldn’t.

Because I was happy.

I was glad that I could finally end our “friendship” without anyone getting hurt.

I didn’t want to feel anything remorseful.

I didn’t want to feel anything anymore.

All that time,

People told me to protect myself from monsters like you.

And I didn’t listen.

I trusted you.

When the time came and I realized my mistake,

Something painfully twisted inside of me.

I was wrong.

This whole time,

I was being led to believe that you would always be there.

But you lied to me.

Your sly words tied me into a knot that I couldn’t escape from.

I just couldn’t believe it.

I was being used.

And to think that I let you into my heart so easily.

That was my fault.

I should’ve never trusted someone as fake as you.

Even on my death bed,

You still try to convince me that we’re “friends.”

“Thank you.” I said with a smile.

Just like you, I lie.

When my eyes start to feel heavy and my heart begins to slow.

For the first time,

I see you cry.

I could only hope that now you realized that you have lost someone precious in your life.