Not Sure If It Matters

Should Of Canceled The Show

After the procedure and what not they were finally able to leave. They headed to the tour bus so they can head to Los Angeles. Everyone was casting sad looks to Patrick, but he kept his head down and headed to his bunk.

Pete went to grab a water and for some reason Tyler and Josh was on their bus at the moment.

"He's gonna be okay right?" Tyler asked with worried eyes.

"Yeah. I'm gonna talk to management to cancel the last show cause I think Patrick just want to be alone." Pete explained.

"Yeah. We understand completely. We're gonna head to our van" Pete waved bye and headed to the bunks.

He heard sniffling in the bunk so he opened the curtain and crawled in. He closed the curtain before wrapping his arms around Patrick's waist.

Patrick had placed his hand over Pete's and started crying more. He hated this feeling. He was hoping he wouldn't have to have this feeling ever again after the first time.

"Shh. It's okay Trick. I'm right here" Pete soothingly said in Patrick's ear.

Patrick turned around and just started crying into Pete's chest. Pete just rubbed his back as he tried to fight back his own tears. He never liked when Patrick cried cause he didn't want him to feel pain.

Soon Patrick had stopped crying, but was slightly hiccuping. Pete just held him closer if that's even possible.

"I'm gonna talk to management to cancel tomorrow's show" Pete softly said.

"Don't" Patrick lifted his head so he can look at Pete. "I think performing will help me"

"Are you sure? I don't want you to do anything you don't want to"
"I'm sure. I don't want to disappoint the fans" Pete nodded his head and wiped the couple of tears on Patrick's cheek with the pad of his thumb.

"I'm tired" Patrick mumbled as he went back to pressing his face into Pete's chest.

"Go to sleep then. I'll be right here" Patrick listened and drifted to sleep. Pete had quickly tired Tyler saying that Patrick still wanted to perform and to tell the guys. He then went to sleep so he would have enough energy for tomorrow.
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Pete woke up to Patrick's face still against his face. He can tell he was still sleeping do to the soft snores. Patrick's shirt had lifted slightly so he can see his soft pale skin. Pete noticed that Patrick had took off the bandage that the doctors put on his cut.

It was still slightly fresh but right by it was a scar. He lightly touched it and fully understood why Patrick did it to his own. He had some scars on his thighs and Patrick had always traced them.

Patrick had wacked his hand away and Pete looked up to make sure he wasn't wake. Luckily he wasn't. He went back to tracing the scar and this time when he wacked his hand he said, "Knock it off, Peter." He then held Pete's hand.

Pete smiled and squeezed Patrick's hand lightly. He squeezed back and cuddled further into Pete.

Pete smiled and ran his hand through Patrick's bed hair. "I need some advil" Patrick mumbled.

"Alright. You're gonna have to let me go"

"But you're so warm" Patrick mumbled holding Pete slightly tighter. Pete laughed but untangled their legs and got out the bunk. He walked into the small kitchen area and grabbed two capsules of Advil.

"Hey. How's everything going?" Andy asked. Him and Joe were sitting on the couched area watching TV.

"I honestly don't know. He wants to do the show so I hope everything goes well" Pete said as he filled a glass with water.

Andy nodded and Pete headed back to the bunk area. He opened up the curtain and handed Patrick the pills and cup.

Patrick took them and then laid back down. He started making grabby hands at Pete that slightly resembled Dylan.

"Come cuddle"

Pete sighed and said, "Fine." Pete hopped in the bunk and wrapped his arms around Patrick again. "Love you"

"Love you too" Patrick said back. Pete can feel Patrick leave little kisses on his chest. "I'm excited for tonight's show"

"Really?" Pete asked.

"Yeah. Last show and we can see our baby boy"

Pete had somewhat had forgotten Dylan due to all the stuff happening for the past week. Of course he missed his son dearly though. He always wondered what the little guy was up to.

"God. I can't wait to see that little boy"

~~~Time Skip Cause I Just want To Get To The Concert~~~

They had got to the venue and chilled backstage till it was time. TØP and Panic! did really good and the crowd was going crazy once Fall Out Boy came out. The opened with Phoenix like usual. They were halfway through the show Pete went to the mic to give his usual speech.

"Hey guys so I hope you guys are enjoying the show so far. This is our last show for Save Rock n Roll tour so we are gonna miss you guys"

The crowd cheered and than Patrick went to his mic.

"Also we're sorry we had canceled yesterday's show in San Francisco. That was due to me if you didn't already know"

Some people in the crowd was yelling at Patrick asking what happened.

"Um you know somethings happen in life and sometimes it not so great" Pete walked up to Patrick causing him to stop talking.

"Patrick don't do this now" Pete whispered into his ear.

"No! They deserve to know that I lost our baby! All because of me drinking! Even the first time was my fault!" Patrick practically yelled into the mic. He was full on crying and Pete just hugged him as he was crying into how chest.

Joe and Andy looked at each other not sure what to do. Joe gave the signal to turn the lights out. Once they did Pete was attempting to get Patrick off stage.

"Come on babe. Let's go to the dressing room" Patrick was lightly fighting it but soon gave up. "Guys can you-"

"We got you" Brendon said. Dallon grabbed his bass and head out on the stage.

They did go backstage and Pete just sat on the couch. Patrick had laid his head in Pete's lap crying. Pete just wants everything to be okay, but he's not sure that it will.

A/n: Sorry this chapter is sad again, but I swear it will get happy again. I have posted the Joshler side story, but I feel like its not going so well. Also comment what you want Gerard and Frank to name their little one. Love you guys and thanks for reading.