Just The Girl (COMPLETED)

H E A R T S T R O N G

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DENNISE POV

The week passed and its Monday today. Mas lalo ko yatang mahahate ang Monday.

I typed a message on my phone.

To Honey Ly: at the rooftop. 8pm

Wag niyo kong tawanan sa contact name ni Ly. Siya naglagay niyan. Shes the sweet one in our relationship. Pero im territorial one. Saka mataray talaga ako.

Its gonna be let go or go on.

"Besh, wag kang tatalon sa building mamaya ah?" Ella hugged me.

"Baliw ka besh." I chuckles.

I really thank God for having Ella. Shes the frankiest, the PGiest, the smallest. Lol. Shes always there when i need her.

Akala ko pa nga mas kakampihan nito si Ly kasi silang dalawa ang unang naging mas close talaga eh.

"At sana naman kung anuman ang maging resulta ng pag uusap niyo ay hindi ito makaapekto sa team. Kahit alam kong malabo itong mangyari, i still pray for it to happened. Gusto kong maka3 peat tayo.

" yes besh. I will accept whatever her decision is. Kung hanggang dito na lang talaga, wala na talaga akong magagawa kundi pakawalan siya." I tried not to break my voice. Ngumiti ako ng pilit.

"At kung magwalk out ka man, sana makasalubong si Kiefer at pakisapak na rin kami ng team sa kanya. Letse sya!"

Tumango lang ako at ngpaalam na aakyat na sa rooftop. Maaga pa naman pero gusto kong mag isip isip din. I need to compose myself.

5 years of being together. 5 years of fighting and hiding, it looks like this would be the end. It would be hard to let go. Maybe you think im being a pessimist but i think i know the answer already.

For the past week kasi, magkasama lang ang KL. Parang wala lang talaga kay Ly. She totally ignored me.

"Andito ka na pala."

Lumingon ako at ngumiti ng pilit. "Kani-kanina lang." Sagot ko.

Ibinalik ko ang tingin sa kawalan. I heard her footsteps and felt her beside me.

"Im sorry, Den..."

I looked at her and saw the tears started to formed in her eyes. And so am i.

"Im sorry for neglecting you these past few months. At first, it was all a pretend. Then you broke up LA at mas lalong naging wild ang mga shippers natin. Alam kong ayaw mo yun kaya mas dinalasan ko ag pagsama kay Kief. I never thought that i would enjoy his company.

Malaking impact siguro na rin na hindi kami nagtatago sa mga mata ng tao. I unconsciously fell out of love for you. When i realize, sobra na kitang nasasaktan kaya itinigil ko ang ginagawa namin. I tried. I tried my damn much to avoid him. But i failed. Vani do moves out of line. Mas gumagawa pa siya ng mga bagay na ikasisikat ng KL."

"Your manager is a bitch!"

"Yeah, i know. Nagalit din ako sa kanya dahil alam niyang may tayo pero pinagtutulakan niya ako papunta kay Kief."

I swallowed the lump on my throat and lookedup in the sky.

"So this is it." My voice broke. " kahit naman ayaw ko, wala ring kwenta dahil hindi ka na masaya sakin. Kahit mahal kita, hindi rin kita mapipigilan. Kasalanan ko rin. Sana we come out from our hiding place. Eh di sana, mas kinakikiligan tayo ng marami." I faked a laugh. I looked up in her eyes. "Before i let you go i have a condition."

"Ano yun?"

"I know this will be hard for us and impossible to do pero for the team, sana hindi ito makaapekto sa lahat. I want to keep our title. One last time." Umiiyak na sabi ko.

She hugged me and we both cried on each others shoulder.

"And please give this break a time. Kahit 3 months lang, Ly. Respect our break up please?"

"Of course, i will b-besh." She whispered.

There im a besh now.

Ly keeps murmuring sorry. I didnt mind. I just cried my heartache.

Humiwalay ako and cupped her face. "Thank you for the years of loving me. Thank you for the memories we shared together." I lightly kissed her lips while my tears keeps on falling.

She held my face, wiping my tears away. "I love you, Den. You will always be my number 2 girl in my heart. And thank you too, for backing me up. For being there in my back always. For being my saver when someone bashing me or staring down at me. Thank you for fighting for me. Thank you for everything."

We cried for minutes.

"Baba na tayo?" I asked when i calmed down.

Tumango naman ito. Magkahawak pa rin ang kamay na bumaba kami at pumasok sa room namin. Pagbukas pa lang ng pinto, nakita agad namin ang team na naghihintay.

"Wow tahimik ah?" Ly

Tinitigan ng mga ito ang kamay namin na magkahugpong kaya dahan dahan akong bumitaw.

"We're through."

Two words but it feels like bullets hitting my chest. Tumingala ako para hindi bumagsak ang luha pero nalaglag naman sa gilid ng mga mata ko.

"Aww, my AD heart..." Jho

"Mga ate..."

Hindi ko na pinakinggan pa ang pagkalungkot ng team dahil lumapit na sila Ella at Amy saka kami niyakap ni Ly.

"Heartstrong besh." Ella

I cry onto her shoulder.

Mahirap dahil para naayuko lang din ako. Haha!

"GROUPHUG!!!"

Someone shouted at naipit na kaming apat sa gitna.

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@jintaks: nawalan ka man ng isang taong nagmamahal sayo, may isang buong team naman ang nandito para punan ang nawalang pagmamahal na yun @deinslazaro! #admulove PS: the quote was gave by Jade which she reads from a story.

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Credits to @rootxshaw14 for the quote. When pieces fall into place

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May napanuod ako, highlights ng games ni Ly nung season 74 yata yun. Super clingy nila dun. Meron pa nga akong nakita, nung naggroup hug silang anim, Ly put her face in the cheeks of Den. Nakapatong yung mukha niya sa balikt ni Den.

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You can watch it on youtube: UAAP S 074 Round 2 Alyssa Valdez made by sgrules

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