Dear Fay,
I'm going to tell him. And I'm terrified. I'm terrified of a look of disgust he shoots my way when he finds out what I almost did and what I'm doing to myself. What do I do if he rejects me? I don't think I could take it. But, I can thank him for always being there. But the fear eats me up, consuming me whole. Fear. I was scared of loosing you. That's why I held you so close. But, that's why I lost you. But, you keep pushing me away. I don't know if I can handle this bull shit. You push me away but we are still friends. I don't know what to tell you anymore Fay. I'm broke beyond repair now and I'm sorry for not being enough for you. But, that's life. And it sucks.
Love,
Rose
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Dear Fay
RandomWhen your internet best friend decides you've come too close what do you do after you part ways? One way would be talk about it. Another would be to become depressed or even suicidal. Rose's way is to write. And she writes, pretending to talk to Fay...
