This might sound petty

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Dear Fay,
This might sound petty but that definitely isn't what I'm going for. I understand your reasoning. But all I'm asking you to do is to look at it from mine. You're my best friend. And I have very few close friends here. I'm sort of close to them but we never hang out. I have three: Naomi, Cynthia, and Helly. I don't know why I feel like this. And I talked to Kayla about it a little. She thought me talking to Allison might be a reason because you're afraid I'll steal him away. But I don't think that's the case. I think you're afraid we'll forget about you or something. And do not doubt you're always on my mind. Well for one, I don't find Allison attractive. Number two, you're the only girl he sees. Look, I'm sorry if I divulged too much of our conversations. And I won't do it again. My point is, I yearn to have close friendships. And even though I haven't known Kayla or Shawn for very long we've grown close. And Allison is cool. Why I got mad at you is because the way you worded it. It sounded like you kept it from me. And I don't want anything to endanger our friendship and that scared me. You mean so much to me. And this hanging over scares me. So here it is. I hope you understand and can see it from my perspective. But never forget, I love you unconditionally.

Love,
Rose

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