Dear Fay,
You know how I get when we can't talk. Well I don't know how much you know. But, my father is a FUCKING control freak. When I can't talk to you I get so fucking depressed and I don't find a reason to smile. You're my reason to stay. And without talking to you, staying seems stupid. And I feel like there's no reason. So I have to read or messages over and over again to stay sane. Of course I haven't explained this to him. But I will to you. I miss you so much and I could seriously use a hug right now. He turned off my data. And he told me that. He's like btw I turned off your data. Like fuck you. I hate them so much Fay. Why do they cause me so much pain. It hurts and I just want to hold on to you. On to something and cry. Because I feel as if that's all I'm capable of at this point. I don't know what to do anymore. He's blackmailing me into talking to him. That's such a fucking dick move. I'm done. And I also thought of self harm because I ran into the bathroom to escape him but then I started shaking and I ran out. I don't know anymore.
I love you so so so so so so infinite so's much,
Rose
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Dear Fay
AcakWhen your internet best friend decides you've come too close what do you do after you part ways? One way would be talk about it. Another would be to become depressed or even suicidal. Rose's way is to write. And she writes, pretending to talk to Fay...
