Dear Fay,
I harden my heart
Not because I'm mean
Or cruel
But
I'm putting up my walls
Scared into silence
I put up my walls afraid of what's to happen
I put up my walls
To protect the broken, insecure child inside
That's wanting out
But afraid to be hurt again
I put up my walls against my father. Im distancing myself from my parents. I'm not even supposed to be doing that. I'd already distanced myself from my mother. But now, it's both. You're the first to know now that I realized this. Sure I mean, I say I love you to them both. But. Is I love you always enough? Sure I mean it. But is meaning it enough? An internal battle with my conscience. And I have no idea of the obvious question, who will win?
Love,
Rose
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Dear Fay
RandomWhen your internet best friend decides you've come too close what do you do after you part ways? One way would be talk about it. Another would be to become depressed or even suicidal. Rose's way is to write. And she writes, pretending to talk to Fay...
