Dear Fay,
Happiness circles around me like waves of the sea
But I'm not happy
I'm starving
Then I'm not hungry
I stop and ask myself what's wrong with me
I smile for a brief second
Then I think the next no, he doesn't care
So I ask again, what is fucking wrong with me
I lie to protect them
I don't want to bore them
They say I don't so what's wrong with me?!
I try to love myself I really do
But I just feel my itching for a razor
So what's wrong with me?...
Love,
Rose
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Dear Fay
DiversosWhen your internet best friend decides you've come too close what do you do after you part ways? One way would be talk about it. Another would be to become depressed or even suicidal. Rose's way is to write. And she writes, pretending to talk to Fay...