Dear Fay,
Depression feel like a wile beast clawing inside of me. Whenever you don't respond it makes make feel disregarded and left behind. It makes me feel like Allison is more important. I mean, logically, I know you have a different relationship with Allison versus me. But it makes me feel so alone. And I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so alone. And I guess I feel jealous. I have no reason to be. I don't understand. I wish you were here more to help me. I feel abandoned. I don't mean to hurt you by saying this. I'm just trying to not keep thing bottled up anymore. And this is what I couldn't say yesterday because I was afraid of hurting you.
Love, Rose
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Dear Fay
RandomWhen your internet best friend decides you've come too close what do you do after you part ways? One way would be talk about it. Another would be to become depressed or even suicidal. Rose's way is to write. And she writes, pretending to talk to Fay...
