Dear Fay,
I thought I could do what you asked of me with Shawn and Kayla. But I can't. I've tried so hard Fay. But just thinking about them or when you talk about them is like a knife piercing my soul. I know you don't want me to talk to them for fear I'll scare them away. Or I'll accidentally spill something. But, I can't do this. 'm not really interested in talking to the rest either. Alice & Leah found my instagram, so I followed them back and Leah was on my snap and I'm super OCD about notifications and stuff so that explains that. I also have to problem not talking to Alfonso. But Fay, I can't carry on doing this. It hurts me so much. And I could barely focus on the PSAT because i was thinking about this. Worrying about when i say this how you'd react. Hoping that I won't ruin our friendship again. (Yes, I do blame myself for last time). I hope you can understand. And i really hope i have your blessing for this because it means so much to have your acceptance.
Love,
Rose
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Dear Fay
De TodoWhen your internet best friend decides you've come too close what do you do after you part ways? One way would be talk about it. Another would be to become depressed or even suicidal. Rose's way is to write. And she writes, pretending to talk to Fay...
