These Past Days

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Dear Fay,
These past few days have basically been hell. Each morning after everyone left, I dragged myself out of bed. I wasn't living. My emotionless eyes stared back at me. Who was I? Was I really pretty or beautiful like you tell me I am? I lost faith. I lost faith in me. And worst of all, Fay. I lost faith in us. I went to shower, wondering how much it'd hurt if I died. Wondering if anyone would care. The more I thought about it the more I thought of you. Your torn expression when you hear the news. Your tearful expression as you sing at my funeral. I couldn't do it. I couldn't hurt you like that. You're my reason to stay. For now, I'm doing this for you. This is for you.
Love,
Rose

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