All I ever wanted (Completed)

Part 5

I woke up in an empty bed I get up too fast groaning in pain I move to the dresser grabbing the pills. I take my pain meds and the other ones as I go downstairs and see the boys all around the living room going over some stupid plan. I go in the fridge grabbing the eggs and bread I find the toaster as I reach up to grab the frying pan but it's up too high. "Here let me grab that for you" Jason's voice sounds from behind me as he reaches over me grabbing it setting it on the stove lightly. "Why are you cooking when I have three maids who clean and cook, meet Tucker Ryan and Chaz; Gabe can't cook to save his life" he smiled. "Thanks but they'd probably try and poise me" I shrug making the eggs sighed sitting on the counter by the stove "so how are you" he ask's me.

"Jason I'm not the person to ask because you wont like the answer" I say calmly "listen I'm trying to control myself but you have to corporate or you living her won't work" he groans "You could always bring me home" I smirk he growls I roll my eyes. "Goodbye Jason" I put the eggs of four plates carrying them into the living room "Here breakfast you boys need to eat" I hand Gabe and Chaz their plates turning to Tucker and Ryan "want breakfast" I ask they nod I sigh and hand them the plates and they ate fast as I went back into the kitchen and made four more eggs popping in the bread so we can have toast. I finish up eggs setting a plate in front of Jason "eat you look hungry" I sigh grabbing my plate sitting and eating quietly "thanks Alexis" he whispers but I don't reply to that name.

I finish breakfast setting my plate in the sink going upstairs as Jason goes in the living room I walk in Jason's room looking around for my clothes I look under his bed in his closet when I hear the door open. "What are you doing in here" Jason smirked leaning against the door "J...just looking for my clothes" I look down at the ground he comes in and grabs my hand pulling me out and down the stairs "put on your shoes" he says calmly I look over at Gabe as he's looking at us "why" I ask. "I'm taking you to the mall to get you more clothes" he says putting on his shoes "as long as Gabe can come with" I smile he sighs and nods "YES okay lets go" I smile grabbing Gabe's hand pulling him to the door. "Can I change first I'm in sweat pants and a hoodie" he whined "nope because we're wearing the same thing now I'll race you to the car" I smile running out and Gabe running after me. We get in the car and wait for Jason who looks pissed all of a sudden so I look into my hands and be quiet.

When we get to the mall I make a move to get out of the car and Jason grabs my wrist hard. I bite my lip keeping myself from whimpering. "Stay by me or Gabe understand" he growled lowly my hand starts to turn purple do to the lose of blood circulation "Yeah I understand" I groan getting out and standing by Gabe. "He hurt you" he ask I nodded and he sighed he ducked down and I jumped on his back "Where to first" I ask he shrugs going into a store with boys clothes in it "I love this store I get all my car clothes here" I smile "get anything you want" Jason says standing across from me "I don't want anything" I bite my lip lying but I hate when people buy me things. "Al I'll pick it out then" Gabe smirks I nod shrugging as I sit on a bench as he goes on a spree getting wife beaters and sweat pants and hoodies and plain t-shirts paying for them. "Thanks Gabe can we go now" I frown he laughs and shakes his head "Al we need to get you some girl clothes" Gabe picks me up slinging me over his shoulder as we all walk into a dress shop.

After like four hours of shopping for clothes I might never wear I grab Gabe's hand pulling him into Victoria Secret and he gives me a smirk and I blush "I need bra and panties and I don't exactly want Jason watching me" I glance around and his eyes practically pop out of his head he picks up a bunch of different underwear that I just had to have says Gabe so he bought them along with some cute bra's and I walk out completely embarrassed we meet Jason at the food court. "Where were you guys" he asked Gabe held up my Victoria's Secret bag and Jason laughed. "That's hot."

When we get to their house Tucker smirks at me as Jason calls a meeting I bring my things into Gabe's room setting the girly clothes in the back of his closet when I turn around Tucker is in the room and he's locking the door. "Alexis your so cute in these clothes I bet you'd look better without them" he smirked I look down at my boyish clothes looking up I glare at him "I bet you won't be finding out" I spat my heart rate starts to increase as he comes closer. "Oh really you think so" he stands in front of me and my breathing becomes unsteady and fast he grabs my shirt pulling it as I push him away but he's strong like Jason and my head hit's the wall.

"Go away I won't do this with you" I push him but he punches me causing me to fall to the floor with a thump "Shut up" he pulls off my shirt leaving me in my bra I felt embarrassed before getting mad as he grabs my breast. "oww JASON PLEASE" I scream out for Jason to help me. Tucker gets mad and punches me repeatedly as I cry "You stupid bitch Jason doesn't like you he'd probably come in and be mad that he won't be your first" he growls "I rather have him rape me then you and he almost killed me" he slapped me hard leaving a print on my face when Jason storms in "WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING HERE" Jason yelled scaring Tucker as I move from under him I grab my shirt running out of the room bumping into Gabe I grab him holding onto him tightly.

"Al baby girl what's wrong your shaking" he whispered suddenly it got hard to breath as I thought about the wild stories Tucker would tell Jason and he would try to kill me. "Al relax your having a panic attack" he gasps running into his room grabbing the pills he runs and gives them to me as Jason's behind him looking pissed and confused I swallow the pills looking down feeling ashamed Gabe grabs my hands dragging me to the garage where there are lot's of cars I walk over to the orange car. "Whats wrong with this one" I ask looking up at him "It's too slow and it only runs when it wants to" I open the lid reaching in I look at everything in there "may I" I smile he nods I reach in and start messing with a bunch of things.

I look around under the lid confused as I move things around "Jason gave up on this car he used to have this obsession with cars but he switched obsession now" he says I look up "what happened" I ask realizing you can't just switch like that. "His father he's an evil man worse then Tucker and Jason when they want something" he sighed "what happened to his father" I stand up straight "he made Jason do unspeakable things to prove he's a man" he said sadly "I bet Jason didn't have to do those things Jason was probably a kind guy" I look down "he was, Jason and I were best buds" he smiled I get up sitting next to him sighing softly.

"Was does that mean, I'm not one now" Jason's voice sounded making me jump and my heart race. I turn to him looking down not wanting to piss him off again "Alexis..." Jason takes a step closer to me as Gabe walks to the door "stay" I whisper suddenly feeling unsafe "I'll be right out here I promise" he whispered as if Jason really couldn't hear us I nod. "Alexis" Jason stands in front of me "Yes Jason" I look up at him due to his four inch advantage "you don't think I'm a nice person" he rests his hands on my waist and I squirm a little. "No I don't but I believe you once were" I bite my lip looking else where "Alexis" he pushes my chin up making me look at him "yes" I answer innocently "your beautiful" he leans down to kiss me but as soon as I realized I felt rage not butterflies and pushed him away. Apparently I caught him off guard and he fell back on the ground "J...Jason I'm sorry" I look frazzled as I hurry and walk out bumping into Gabe.

"What happened" he asks holding me "I pushed him but he fell Gabe I can't be around him I just want to hurt him so bad" I whispered looking down ashamed. "What was that for I called you beautiful and you snap" Jason growled coming toward us angry as I shrink into Gabe biting my lip Gabe gave Jason a look and Jason groaned and left. Gabe smirked picking me up as I giggle he brings us to his room I crawl in his bed as he laughs and I cuddle into his body smiling. I slowly fall asleep in Gabe's arms.