No one understands me

Chapter ten - Staying over

That kiss was the best thing that's happened to me for sure.

I sat on his clean bed leaning against him. I was warm with him. Every bad feeling evaporated when I was with him.

I lifted my head up and stared at him whilst he was watching Jay-lo dance around his TV screen.

He turned his head and I quickly whipped mine back to watch the television too.

"Ha ha still too slow Jess,"

"Well, you could say that," I said whilst pushing him down onto the bed

"I speak too soon I see," He smiled

"Jess...  I don't know whether I can do this." He said sitting up and knocking me off of him gently

"What do you mean?"

"The kiss, the hugs, us?" He replied

"I thought you cared for just a second there, but no your just a normal typical guy!"

"Jess!" He grabbed my arm

"Owww!"

"Oh my god Jess I'm so sorry, that's your bad arm," He apologetically said

"Why lead me on, take me in when I fall... Literally."

He smiled

"Fuck you Jake! This isn't funny, I am being beaten day in and day out, my step-dad pushed me off the roof and I knocked me out, I take care of my sister more than her actual mum does, I may as-well just give up on life, and I mean it!" I said getting angry

"I didn't mean to, I didn't know you'd already be so attached!"

"Your digging the hole deeper Jake, thanks for what youv'e done. You may be able to pick me up and take me to yours, but you will NOT be able to pick up the pieces of my broken heart you JERK!!!"

I ripped off his jacket and threw it at him, and ran out in my 'bloody' state!

I ran down the stairs and my vision started to go blurred.

My name was being called from downstairs, when I fell to the wooden floor.

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I opened my eyes and I noticed I was still in Jake's house.

"Jess you need my help at the moment. I can't rewind time but I can make it up to you, I'm sorry that I said I couldn't be with you, it's just two of my friends already think your hot and I couldn't go through with being jealous all the time and..." I stopped him with a kiss

"Jake. Thankyou for what youve done, you helped me when I was in my worst state, and I can NEVER thankyou enough."

This next kiss was with passion for sure.

I really don't know what I'm doing, can I really fall for this guy? He's scared of jealously, so will he be able to trust me?

"What about Carrie? What about my things?" I asked looking down at the floor

We'll get your things later and see Carrie, and maybe, even stay here for a while? My mum wouldn't mind I bet," Jake told me with the cheekiest smile ever

"Oh Jake," I gave him a big hug and laughed

"What's so funny?" He asked

"Well I was talking to you on facebook two days ago, and then early hours the following morning you rescued me like my knight in shining armour, and now I'm moving in for a while whilst I straighten things out."

He looked me in the eye, "It was a mirical waiting to happen,"