No one understands me

Chapter 18 - Alcohol does this to me!

Jake pushed me off him. I was half naked and now pushed against the window. "Come on, we're going home!" he yelled. I tried to open the door. It was locked, just like I had suspected.

"Come on. Let me out!" he shook his head and I lost my temper. I slammed my fists down on the dashboard. "I said let me out."  He still refused so I started to thump the window.

"Hey, quit that!" Jake grabbed my arm but I jolted it backwards knocking him in the face with my elbow. He let go and I found the lock on the door. I opened the latch and ran for my life.

Si grabbed a hold of my wrist. "Hey there, slow down," I struggled against him.

"I need more drink. Please get me some." Si led me back into the house. I looked back over my shoulder and Jake had his head in his hands. Poor fella! I followed Si to the drinks bar and he grabbed me a shot. I downed it quickly and asked for another. What had gotten into me?

I sat down on the sofa and Si joined me. "Jake's a lucky guy you know," he said. I winced as the vodka burned its way down my throat.

"Don't talk about Jake. I just want to enjoy my night." Si grabbed my hand and placed another shot in it.

"Never have I ever?" he asked.

I nodded and he started. "Never have I ever, been plastered before?" We both took sips and he smiled at the fact that I wasn't a loser. But that fact was that I was a loser. I hadn't drunk before. Well not like this anyway. So technically I lied.

"Never have I ever slept around," I was surprised to see him take a sip. Of course I didn't. The fact was that I was still a virgin anyway. I had lied before and said that I had lost it when I was thirteen. Bit sluttish I know, but hey ho.

He smiled that I was shocked at his reaction to the question. "Never have I ever, liked my best-mates girlfriend," I nearly chocked on my drink.

He placed his shot glass on the table and leaned in towards me. What was I doing. The truth was that I was kissing him. I was kissing Jake's best friend!

I could feel him opening his mouth asking for me to enter. When I didn't, he pushed my face more to his so I had to obey. My tongue danced with his. I could hear gasps around me. I could feel his hand slide up my leg. I had to stop. Alcohol was overriding me. And I hated it!

I carried on kissing him and my hand slid up the back of his shirt. I could hear him moan as my cold hands made contact with his bare skin. He was just about to do the same when he was suddenly pulled away from me. His teeth caught my tongue as he was being pulled and I let out a small yelp.

"What do you think your doing you moron!" Jake yelled. He punched Si across the jaw and he fell to the floor. "Don't you ever touch my girl again!"

Si was rolling around the floor. "I'm sorry dude," Jake kicked him in the side. He changed position and kicked him in the stomach. Si let out a cough and a red liquid left his lips.

"Jake stop it!" I screamed. Jake did as I told and turned to me.

"Oh, do you want him now! I have helped you through so much, and this is how you repay me. Fuck this, I am out of here!" Jake left the house and I could hear his car screech outside.

I left Si to cough up his insides and ran to the corner of the room and sat there. What have I done?

"Does that mean that your man is available now," I heard from next to me. I looked up with tears streaming down my face. The school slut, Kristy was staring at me.I didn't reply and she smiled and giggled between her friends. "I have totally got to get in there," I heard her continue.

She patted me on the head and walked on past. I pulled my knees up to my chest and cried. No dad. No mum. No boyfriend. No sis.... wait! I do have a sister. She is at Jake's house!

I have to get back to his now. With his anger he could do anything. I propped myself up and grabbed onto someones arm and helped myself up. The dude stared at me as I stumbled out the house. "WAIT!"

I turned around and Si was crawling towards me. "Get out of my face and never approach me again!" I screamed and kicked him so that he fell over on his side. "Bastard!"

I started to run away from the disastrous party. I took off back to Jake's house. I knocked on the door and there was no reply. His mum must still be at work. Great!

"JAKE!" I shouted up to his window. I could see Carries face appear in the window. Her hands were pressed against the window.

"JAKE!" I repeated. He still had the arrogance to ignore me. I glanced around the house and found a drainpipe making its way up the side of the house.

I took of my heels and threw them down on the freshly cut grass. I walked over to the drainpipe and placed my feet either side of it. I climbed up it cautiously and found Carrie watching me. Suddenly, Carrie was dragged back and the curtains were being closed. I tried to climb faster and my feet started to hurt and bleed.

"You won't let me in, then I will just smash my way in!" There was still no reply, which agitated me. So I did exactly that!