Rejects | m.c

chapter 33: Already Dead

Songs: Already Dead by Cherri Bomb

FU by Miley Cyrus

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It's been a few days since we arrived in LA. We all decided today, we would laze about and then later we would go out to a club. Currently I was lying in my bed flicking though the tv channels, eating jelly beans waiting on my room service. I ordered two large pizzas. The second one is not for Michael. Both are for me. And chocolate milk. That is the heaven beverage.

I began to get bored since Michael was down in Luke's room but I was too sleepy to go down. So I lay down on my back with my packet of jelly beans. I threw them up in the air trying to catch them in my mouth. I had caught four when I heard the door open. I looked round to see Michael, Nia and the boys all walking in as I continued my boring game of catching jelly beans.

''You look highly bored of boredom.'' Calum spoke, looking down on me.

''Right answer! You win a free jelly bean!''

''Really?!''

''No, they're mine. If you want some you can pay me for each one you eat.'' I grabbed the packet and lay down on the floor catching them in my mouth again.

''Can't we do something fun? I'm bored and Nia is probably bored too! Ash your girlfriend is falling asleep, see we're bored we should do something fun. Let's go vintage shopping!'' I screamed, going to the wardrobe and grabbing a pair of high waisted mom shorts, a black sleeveless Nirvana shirt with my white all stars and my grey flannel tied round my waist. We didn't bother calling for a uber instead we walked round the streets of LA and I couldn't be more happy.

Nia and I went into this cute looking vintage shop. I seen these flannels, denim jackets, shorts everything. I picked out a few shirts, some band shirts like Nirvana , ACDC, Red Hot Chili Peppers etc. Once Nia and I picked out our clothes we met up with the boys again as we went to a few more shops before heading back to the hotel and decided to get ready for going out clubbing.

I wore a pair of black leather high waisted shorts, and a white crop top with thin straps. I decided to wear my black converse , I know not your average shoes to go out clubbing but I don't care. I'm out to have a good time, drink the night away and simply not give a shit. I had nothing to worry about. 

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I hadn't seen Michael since we first stepped into the club, so Nia and I had sat here at the bar most of the night ordering drinks one after the other. We were way beyond drunk. I was nearly falling off my seat while Nia tried to drunkly catch me but we ended up falling down together.

"You're so stupid," I slurred at her poking her nose.

"I think I'm a little drunk." Her voice went higher when she said little. We tried to find the boys but only found Calum and Ashton. I didn't want to sound like a clingy girlfriend but where the hell did Michael go? And Luke too, well luke probably found a girl and is making out with her but.. I'm Michaels girlfriend. We sat down in the booth with the remaining boys. I was drunkly talking my ass off to Calum until I seen someone. Someone making out with a tall brunette. And in that moment, my heart instantly stopped in my drunken state.

I stood up, stumbling my way over to the pair.

"Blaze, where are you going?" I heard Ashton call after me. But I kept stumbling my way acorns the dance floor.

"Well what do we have here? Isn't this a lovely sight. Drunkly caught my boyfriend cheating. Well damn Daniel, back at it again with being a dick." I raised my middle finger in the air, walking off and not letting Michael even speak a word.

"Blaze! Why the fuck would you say Damn Daniel? My name is Michael silly!" He poked my nose, giggling. Great he was completely pissed. So was I. I might not even remember this in the morning. However, I'll remember this.

"This ones for being a dick and breaking my fucking fragile heart!" I punched him right in the jaw. It hurt my hand, but I did it anyway. I stumbled away, back Nia, Calum Ashton and Luke. So now Luke's back.

My angry side had went off to the side and now my sadness was coming out to play. After five months with Michael, so many good things came from that. He was the one I knew I could turn to when I needed someone to talk to. He helped me with my mothers death. He became jealous when Ashton and I were together and he was over joyed when I told him we broke up. That time he took me to the big theme park and he rented it out for just us. I still have those photos saved and printed out onto my wall back home. Did he really just throw that away because he was drunk?

I couldn't blame him.. She was beautiful. She didn't even dress like a slut. She seemed lovely.. No wonder he likes her. It's a no brainer here. He could have someone like her, why did he chose me? I'm nothing special. The tears spilled freely from my eyes. I didn't bother with much makeup tonight. The boys noticed I was crying and Nia had her arm round my shoulder. The boys all gathered round me giving me a group hug. I cried into their shoulders, letting every emotion out. Michael came over quite clueless. Even when I did give him a bruises jaw.

"Babe, you okay?" He rested his hand on my shoulder. I took one look at him. His eyes were bloodshot. His breath stank of alcohol and drugs. He was drunk and high.

"Don't touch me." I spat at him. I wanted nothing to do with him. He's done me wrong. He thinks this is all fun and games, no. This is reality.

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I woke up in my hotel room alone. My head throbbed. I couldn't even remember that happened last night. However, Michael wasn't even beside me. I looked down and seen I was wearing my Mickey Mouse pyjamas. I stood up and grabbed my hotel rom key and set off down to Nias room not bothering to change. What's the point? I'm just awake and hungover and maybe still a little drunk. I felt myself away from side to side. I pounded on the door until someone answered. Soon enough someone answered the door. It was Michael. Why the hell was he in Ashton and Nias room? What the hell did happen last night? Did we have some kind of fight?

"Why are in Ash and Nias room?" I looked at him confused.

"Oh.. I'm not actually exactly sure.. I just woke up here thinking it it was ours." I shrugged my shoulders as we walked back to our room together. Once we got go the bedroom we flopped onto the bed as I wrapped myself into Michaels warm embrace.

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