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Chapter 24

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Annie;

It's was odd, it was almost like I didn't know how much I really loved Brennan until he left.
My heart aches, he hasn't come back, hasn't even made eye contact with me.
And I'm beggining to wonder if he ever loved me at all, I'm a mess, he's not, I can barely get out of bed in the morning to put myself together, and he looks the same he always has.
Standing there in the hallway joking with his friends, even seeing him makes my heart ache.

"Brennan what's happening with us?" I start to cry "we can't just break up like that, I thought you loved me" I say pulling him into an empty room.

"Annie, were no good for eachother and you know it, we bring out the worst in eachother" he turns away.
"So what then? You never really loved me? You just want me to pretend like I don't know you? When I've been suffering for days? And you know what's worse? You seem just fine!" I yell.

"What? You don't think I'm hurting? You don't think it's hard to put a smile on my face at school? Or even to get out of bed in the morning? You don't think I love you with all my heart? Why would I have gone through all the trouble I have this past almost year to make you happy, to make you love me, you don't think my heart shattered into a million peices when I saw you with that guys, or when we broke up?" He yells back.

I'm at a loss for words, what do I say to that? He clearly doesn't want this, I had thought things were going well.
We had so may things coming up, prom in a week, my brother wedding in a month.
"Look annie, this clearly isn't working, I've got to get to class" he walks out and slams the door.
I sink into one of the desks and a new pain evolves.
Without Brennan, there's no one to protect me from Luke, and sitting in the desk I feel as thought somehow luke is watching me, coming, and when he does Brennan isn't going to be there.

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