Make you or Break you (h.s)

Counting stars <One Republic>*

We arrived at the house and Harry helped me put Kenna in the house Serena came in too but she brought Kenna and my stuff.

"There ya go" Serena said smiling

"Thank you" I said thoughtfully

She nodded and walked out the door.

"Thank you for helping me with ken" I said to Harry walking into the kitchen "Mmm poptart" I moaned shoving some in my mouth

"I want some" Harry said grabbing some but before he put it in his mouth I jumped on him

"Not gonna happen curly" I screamed rolling him over so I could see his face

Shock

That's all I saw haha it was so funny

I snatched the poptart out of his hand and shoved it in my mouth smiling

"You like sitting on me don't you" Harry said winking

"What" I asked confused

He nodded his head down towards my hips shurly I was straddling him

Oh gross

I know I sound like a little girl who thinks boys have cooties but I'm not in to all this.

I got up not really thinking nothing about it but Harry did

He got up to and walked towards me grabbing my hand pulling me into his chest

"Dance with me" he whispered

"Sure" I whispered back

He lead me to the living room and grabbed my hand and put the other on my waist. Mine tangled in his hair and the other holding his

We started moving slow to no music just me looking in his green eyes. It was absolutely breath taking. I don't know why I'm doing this but I feel like it's the right thing to do.

"Lately I've been I've been loosing sleep dreaming about the things that we could be" Harry sang softly

"But baby I've been I've been praying hard said no more counting dollars well be counting stars" we sang together

We swayed for a few minuets in silence before Harry continued

"Lately I've been I've been loosing sleep dreaming about the things that we could be but baby I've been I've been praying hard said no more counting dollars well be counting stars" Harry sang the chorus again

He dipped me down and I let my head fall my hair dropping to the ground. He lifted me back up I slightly gasped at how close he was to my face. I felt his hot breath on my face making me want his lips on mine

What am I saying. Ryder come back down. Oh shit he's leaning in. What do I do!

I coughed

Really Ryder you coughed how smart!

Harry smiled blushing and backed away from me. I dropped my hands to my sides. You could cut the awkward with a butter knife

He cleared his throat running a hand through his curls

"Ryder can I tell you something" Harry asked

I nodded and sat on the couch Harry joined me and grabbed both my hands.

"Ryder I don't know what this feeling is but I have it and I can't stop thinking about you or wanting to be around you. Every time you smile I wish it was because of me cause of something I did or just cause you love me so much I make you smile. Every time I'm not with you I feel this longing to run to you and hold you tight and never let go. It's crazy I know I just met you and already have feelings for you but Ryder I've never felt this before and I'm scared if I'm not with you or tell you this someone else might take you away from me" Harry said his speech

I sat there frozen I don't know what to say or do. So I chose to sit there and keep my mouth shut

"Please say something" Harry whispered letting my hands go and stood up

I just still sat there. I couldn't say anything when I tried nothing would come out

"I knew this was stupid! I KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER LIKE ME OR POSSIBLY LOVE ME" Harry screamed throwing a table over

"Ha-Harry" I stuttered. I was scared of him right now I finally found my words

"OH SO SHE TALKS" Harry screamed throwing a chair "YOU KNOW RYDER I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS FOR ANYONE! RYDER I DONT DANCE BUT WITH YOU I FEEL LIKE IT'S OKAY TO DANCE! I DONT SING BUT WITH YOU I FEEL COMFORTABLE SINGING! I DONT POUR MY HEART OUT TO OTHERS BUT WITH YOU I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO RYDER! IM SO DRAWN TO YOU IT HURTS!" Harry screamed again throwing another chair

I watched it smash into the wall breaking into pieces.

Don't cry Ryder he won't hurt you

I had to continue telling myself that as he broke all the rest of the chairs

"Please stop" I whispered standing up walking towards him

"WHY? WHY SHOULD I?" Harry screamed

"Please Harry" I whispered again putting my hand on his shoulder

He turned to me and before I could react his lips were on mine