Make you or Break you (h.s)

Paradise <Coldplay>*

I pushed him away only to meet him with a hurt expression

"Harry we can't" I stated

"And why not" he asked stroking my cheek

"Please stop" I grabbed his hand and was on the verge of tears

"Please Ryder one day to feel what I know you do" Harry begged

"I can't" I whispered

"Why not" Harry's voice breaked and I knew he was almost crying same as me

"I can't love you" I pushed him away and ran out the door

I don't know where I was going all I knew was I was running down streets and passing cars with every step. Tears streaming down my face as I ran

"Whoa whoa slow down pretty lady" a male stopped me

I looked up to meet a guy with blonde hair and green eyes

They reminded me of Harry's eyes but I pushed away the thought and wiped my eyes

"Are you ok" he asked

"Now you choose to ask questions" I said smiling

"Wanna go talk about it" he asked again his green eyes holding sincerity which is all I wanted

I nodded my head as he lead me to a park bench it wasn't really a park more of a field with a track and alot of sitting places

"So what's this about" he asked

"Can I get your name first" I replied rolling my eyes

"Lance and you?" He spoke with amusement making me smile

"Ryder" I shook his held out hand and huffed out a breath

"Now wanna tell me" he pushed on sliding his hands on my back

"It's a guy. I know that sounds girlie but I'm not like this usually! It's just with him I feel different! I feel alive and a spark of fire ignites when we touch! It's like when your a kid and you date someone thinking you love them and they leave you. With him I feel like he will never leave me, it feels like he needs me so much. Without him I feel empty inside and then he comes around and I feel whole again! My life is like one big puzzle piece and he feels all the missing pieces. It's like I'm on top of the world and he's right there with me whispering I'm his only world! Like were meant for each other but at the same time like we need to stay away" my eyes locked on the ground below playing with a few leaves as I finished my speech

Maybe Harry was right... Maybe I should let myself feel what I feel... But what is this? What do I feel?

"Sounds like love" Lance spoke up

"Maybe your right" I whispered closing my eyes

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"Come on" Harry tugged my arm through the grass

My eyes shut closed as he tugged my arm his laughter filling the still air. I didn't know where we were Harry wouldn't tell me I was asked to keep eyes closed and an open mind

"Almost there" Harry laughed as I stumbled on a rock but he quickly caught me

My eyes remained closed enjoying the warmth of the sun beating down on my face and the sounds of birds and the swaying calm wind

He lead me up stairs as I concentrated on not falling

"Open your eyes" he whispered

I obeyed my mouth falling as I stared at the beautiful scene before me

"Welcome to my tree house" Harry announced

The tree house was just a small little wood building but it meant alot to me that he showed me this place

I looked over the small rope railing Harry had put up and smiled as the sun was setting behind the trees and the sky turned a orange/ pink color

Harry wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed the top of my head

"Do you like it" he asked hope laced his voice

"I love it" I whispered back closing my eyes enjoying this feeling

And for once I let myself feel what I know I feel