Make you or Break you (h.s)

Lego house <Ed Sheeran>*

I sighed as I pumped my feet in and out on the swing

It's my first day out since the whole Harry thing. I decided last night I couldn't just sit around and cry waiting for him again.

This has already happened once and now again. I wonder if love is supposed to be this way.

My thoughts wondered around between Harry and Maddie when I felt the tug of a little kid on my pants leg

"Mam can you push me" the little boy asked

I smiled a genuine smile for the first time since Harry and nodded my head yes

The little boy jumped around and took my place on the swing

"What's your name" he asked as I started pushing gently

"Ryder and yours?" I replied

"Ethan" he said with confidence

"Nice to meet you" I kept pushing him as he went higher and higher he started laughing

"Your really nice" he blurted out

I smiled as I pushed my hair out of my face and the wind whipped around

"Thank you, so are you" I said

"I like your hair it's all red" he mumbled

"I like yours too its all shaggy and blonde kinda like my friends" I laughed

Ethan laughed along as he started kicking his feet in and out doing it by himself not needing my help

"Your doing it!" I exclaimed

I moved from behind him and smiled as his little face lite up

"Thank you Ryder" Ethan said as his blue eyes held happiness

I nodded my head as my services were no longer needed and Ethan was capable of doing this alone and on his own

I turned on my heel when two strong hands grabbed me and one muffled my mouth. I kicked my feet and clenched my eyes closed

The person picked me up and walked me away

They dropped me to my feet and spun me around to face them

"HARRY! LILA!" I screamed

"Surprise" Lila said happily

"WHAT!" I yelled getting attention of strangers walking

"We'll let's catch you up, Harry was at Maddie's house in the basement so I went and got him out and now he wanted to find you" Lila said as if it was no big deal

"I'm so confused" I held my head as it started spinning

"Let's go to the house and ill explain" Harry said putting a hand on my back dragging me to Lila's car

"Not with you!" I stopped myself and removed his hand

"Please Ryder, just let me explain" Harry pleaded

As much as I want to hate him and just remove him from my life, I can't I love Harry and will do anything to make him happy even if it means risking my own happiness

"Ok" I mumbled looking at the ground

Without words we arrived at my house I was grateful I didn't have to speak cause honestly I don't know what to say.