Make you or Break you (h.s)

Unstoppable <Rascal Flats>*

"Harry what is it" I snapped as he pinned me against the wall my hands over my head

His head dipped down as he scanned my body his eyes darker

"No Harry! Stop" I demanded trying to push him away

"Awe baby" the whiskey on his breath was unbearable

I turned away in disgust

A strong hand slammed down on my cheek as I gasped and wiggled away to run

"YOU ASSHOLE! JUST CAUSE I DON'T WANNA HAVE SEX WITH YOU! YOU FUCKING SLAP ME! HARRY STYLES WHATEVER WE HAD IS OVER!" I screamed running away tears rushing down my face

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~2 months later~

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The memory is still fresh in my mind, his hand print still slightly engraved on my cheek bone

It bruised a dark purple now is a slight pink color but I know it's there and there is no changing it

"Ryder please come out and come to school there gonna fail you" Kenna pleaded through the locked door

I haven't came out.. Kenna sometimes comes in puts food down while I'm asleep and locks it back

So I eat okay and sleep ok

Not good but ok!

"Ken not now" I sniffed blowing my nose and threw the tissue on the floor

No me and Harry weren't dating but yes I felt something that I thought he felt to since he always said it. He got drunk and I don't freaking understand why you would be at a pool with your friends without swim suits while your drunk. Even if there is a bar right down the road why a pool!? You'll drown! Harry isn't smart.

Sometimes I find myself dreaming about him, he's always there and it's his sweet side not his bitchy man period side

"LET ME FUCKING SEE HER" a demanding voice was heard along with a NO!

Harry is here again

He comes once a week drunk and once sober. When he's drunk he stumbles a lot and never remembers it so I can go talk to him and make him leave. Even if it hurts me. I need to get him away from my house. When he's sober he's demanding and mad but at the same time if he sees any trace of me Kenna tells me he smiled and says he will be back later

He's sober... That means he will probably not quite until he sees me.

"LET ME SEE RYDER!" Harry screams

I put my head in my hands and sniff breathing deeply

"RYDER DOESN'T WANNA SEE YOU. LEAVE" Kenna screamed back

"Please" I heard him whisper along with a loud thump

"RYDER!! COME HERE! PLEASE HARRY PASSED OUT!!" Kenna screamed in a panic

Oh god!

I sat up and ran to my door flinging it open and out the door there they were. Outside my door Harry must have had Kenna basically on my door

"What happened" I asked

"He was begging me and his face got really red and he whispered please then just collapsed" Kenna explained trying to control her breathing

"Let's take him to the hospital" I said pulling him up

Kenna helped and soon we were on the way to the hospital

I didn't care how I looked or how mad I was at him... I love Harry and can't let any bad thing happen to him!