Make you or Break you (h.s)

Mine <Taylor Swift>*

"Get him to a doctor stat" one of the nurses said in panic

They all swarmed him and took him away from me and Kenna

The last thing I saw was a brunette nurse give me a sad look and nodded her head mouthing 'he will be fine'

I hope she is right

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2 hours later

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"Ryder it wasn't your fault" Kenna assured me for the thousandth time today

"Ken yes it is! If I had just gone and seen him then he wouldn't have gotten worked up and passed out!" I groaned in frustration

"Ryder look at me" Kenna demanded

I looked at her tears rolling down my cheeks

"Here let me" she whipped away my tears and sighed and I sniffed and looked at her

"Harry loves you baby doll it's so scary how much he actually loves you! I wish I had someone who loved me like you and Harry! Right now he's laying in the hospital bed fighting so he can come back to you! He wants to be with you and love you he probably just doesn't know how to do that!" Kenna said smiling at me

"After this he probably doesn't wanna see me. I know he slapped me and yes I love him but I'm not sure he will forgive me for not seeing him in like 2 months Kenna!" I sobbed

"Shh Ryder it's ok" Kenna cooed

I didn't believe it was ok I believed it was only gonna get worse. Harry was in the hospital from passing out and I'm the reason for it!

"Is there a Ryder in here" a familiar brunette nurse came into view

I stood up and Kenna smiled nodding at me

"Mr. Styles wants to see you" she chirped

I nodded and followed her to Harry's room

I bit on my bottom lip to the point it bled in nervousness

What if he's only calling me in here to tell me he hates me and never wants to talk to me again?

What if he tells me he wish we never met?

What if he says he wants to die cause of me?

Crazy ideas swarmed in my head but mostly I was just glad he's ok and can actually talk!

She opened the little white door and ushered me in only to slam it shut once I stepped in

"Ryder" Harry whispered sitting up in the bed "They said I can go home tomorrow after rest. Just thought you should know oh and something else. I'm an alcoholic, they had to do tests on my brain and they said me passing out was from all the drinks I had" Harry said not looking at me

He only looked at the phone that was placed in front of his face

I sighed and switched feet not wanting to talk.

"You don't have to say anything but I'm sorry I slapped you and tried forcing myself onto you. It was a horrible move and I'm so sorry" Harry mumbled a few tears rolled down his now red face

I walked over to the bed and sat at the foot looking at my hands before speaking

"It's ok" was all I managed to say I didn't know what else to say

"No Ryder it's not. Even if you forgive me I don't forgive myself what I did to you was wrong and unforgiv"

I cut Harry off by placing my lips to his they moved in sync

And finally I was ready for something new and something so families to me

I was ready to date Harry

I was ready for him to be mine