Taehyung's POV,
I went to the kitchen with eomma, "Eomma, how do you know Jungkook?" I curious about it. "Hwayoung brought him here oftenly, you never came here already. So she bring him home." What?! What is she thinking! "What?! For real she bring a man to this house? And eomeoni, you didn't care about it? How can she do that?!" I was mad about it untill eomma look at my face weirdly about my expression now.
She sigh, "Taehyung-ah, you know eomma loves you right. You know how much Hwayoung hurts right now? She's crying for all day, her eyes been swollen everyday. It makes me and appa sad. I just let her bring her friend into the house, even though it's a man. She needs someone to comfort her. But you, you wasn't there for her. Eomma very dissapointed with you. Did you have a fight? Both of you? The last day of your school, she came home late. It's the first time she came home that late without telling us where did she go. She say that she want to rest, but then she came home with a swollen eyes. What are... forget it. Let's have some drinks." She touch my back smoothly. Eomma told me everything about her. It makes me very sad.
"Aniya eomma." I smiled "I'm going to my room for awhile." I continued. I walk weakly to upstairs and open Hwayoung's room. Her tidy little room makes me miss her. Yeah, I miss her so much. I walk besides her bed. I had a vision about her when we were young. We use to run all around the house. I sit down at her chair. I saw a book name 'My Diary'. Ah~ I remember. That diary that I ever stole it from her. I make her cry at the rooftop. I laughed for remembering that scene.
It has the pen at the center of the book. I should not open this book. I hesitant. Ugh! I open it. Hu~ stop causing a trouble. I close the book back. I stand up. "Shit" I sit back and open the book back. Maybe she write where she go.
'My secret, Kim Taehyung. He's like a brother to me. He's cute, gentleman, and makes my heart pounding faster. I know, Taehyung and I were never going to be together. I love him. I do love him. Can't describe about it. Haha, it's funny right?'
My hands were shacking right now. It feels different. I turn the next page. Mostly it's about me. I turn the first page. It's different from the center of the book. She loves me? What have I done. I broke her hurt. Again and again. I turn into the last page that she ever write.
'Today, it's hurting me that he pretend not to know me. Maybe he's right. I'm just too mean to him. Jungkook was right too. It's time to say goodbye to them. I'm going to the precious place to make me feel calm down. I will never going back to seoul again. Taehyung-ah, mianhae. It's all my fault.'
Tears falling down from my eyes. I stand up quickly and get out from the room. I ran downstairs. "Eomeoni, do you know where Hwayoung is?" I ask her. Don't want her to panicked. "I can't tell you. Mian." She hold the promised that Hwayung gave to her. "Eomeoni! Where's Hwayoung?! I need to know! Now!" I shout at the living room. Don't care about everything. She's the important thing now. 'I will never going back to seoul' No! that's not going to happen. I'm nothing without her.
"Andwae, I can't tell you." She ignored me. I kneel down and plead to her. "Eomeoni, I will do anything to let you tell me." She sigh. "I can't." I'm still kneel down. "Don't make eomma like this." She said. I just shut my mouth. "She's going to our hometown, Daegu." She give up after seeing me kneeling infront of her for the first time. "Daegu?" I can hear Jungkook voice. She's that far? "Kamsamhabnida." I bow to her and left the house with many thoughts in my head. Now what?
I walk to my home.
"Taehyung-ah, are you forgot the pin code? What are you thinking. Let's eat." Eomma smiled at me as she help me to open the door. "Eomma, I... I need to go to Daegu now." My face on ground. "Meo? What are you talking about? Stop your joke and let's eat. Appa wait for us at the kitchen." Eomma pulled my hand to walk with her to the kitchen. I pull my hand and facing her. "Eomma, if not... I will lose her. For... forever, I don't want any of that to happen. She say that she's not coming back here. It's all my fault." I started to cry.
"Taehyung-ah, who is she? What's the problem? What... what are you talking right now. Stop it, you make me scared." She said. "It's Hwayoung, she's at Daegu right now and she's not coming back to Seoul. What I need to do now. It's my fault." I hug her tightly. I cried like a lose man. I am.
"What do you mean? What did you do to her?"
