Secretly Married : NERD BECOMES CASANOVA

Chapter 62

Sorry for the very long wait ng update. I really didn't know what to write! But here you go! Let's not prolong the wait :) thank you for all the support!

(Steph's POV)

What was happening?

I don't know.

Will I know?

I don't know.

What I know though, is that I can't get enough of this. I can't get enough of his touch, his kiss -- I can't get enough of him.

Is this right? Ba't parang ang hirap pigilan? Why does it seem like I can't get enough? Like I've been bewitched by him.

His touch lowered-- through the sides of my arm, then my waist, to my legs. His touch made me feel goosebumps and sparks. It felt right.

Kaunti nalang ay magmakaawa ako sa kanya na ipagpatuloy ang ginagawa niya.

But why does my mind say no, you should stop while my body says the opposite?

Was this wrong?

I don't know.

Do I want it?

Maybe?

He kissed me deeper and so I let him and I did the same. Do'n na nga ba ang hahantungan namin?

Am I ready for this? For him?

He stopped kissing me and parted a little bit, sinundan pa ng ulo ko ang paglayo niya. God why does it seem like I don't want him to stop?

Both of us gasping for air. His nose tickled mine again. He gave me a little touch of a kiss and looked at me afterwards. I looked at him straight to the eyes, his eyes spell lust. Am I seeing this right?

"I don't want to rush you to anything.." he said while breathing heavily above me.

I couldn't respond. My insides are arguing to two sides-- if I should just let him continue, or if I should tell him to stop.

I like what he was doing. The feeling was so fresh, so new, so exciting-- so addicting.

But is right now the right time for it? Oh God I can't believe I'm even thinking about this?!

What has gone into my head?! God, Xavier anong ginawa mo sakin!

He kissed me again-- gently, passionately, torridly. And of course I gladly responded.

He made my legs cling around his waist and lifted me up while I hug my arms around his neck.

We were busy kissing while he grabs the hem of my robe to cover me. I felt my back land on the bed again, with Xavier above me. I didn't even notice that we were already under the bed cover. He kissed mr a little bit more. Naramdaman ko pa ang pag ngiti niya bago niya ihiniwalay ang sarili niya sa akin.

Our eyes both closed while our foreheads touched, both of us gasping for air. I felt him cover me properly with my robe and afterwards he laid  beside me, hugging me from behind.

His head buried on my neck, "This could wait.. I can wait," he said huskily and gave my neck a peck of a kiss.

I bit my lower lip as I felt my heart beat faster than it normally does. I couldn't help but smile. Pakiramdam ko talaga namumula rin yung pisngi ko.