Just Can't Let Her Go

Chapter 15

{A/N Well well well, lovelies!!! I and my ghosty have found ourselves deciding on a girl! Names are still undecided. We think along the lines of Emmy, Carson, Chloe, Lily, Madeline, Ellie, Bradley..... Something cute! Elisa maybe...}

Chapter 15

Coping

Harry looked her in the eyes, and just stood there breathing shallowly. A baby? Our baby? How can I do this... I can't I'll turn out just like my Dad. Alicia will hate me. He then swore to himself, no matter what mental problem stood in his way that he would never let Alicia down. His hands moved from her shoulders down to her hips. Pulling her so so gently to him. "We're going to have a baby." He said in a much softer tone than before, faking pure bliss. The honest truth was that he didn't know how the hell he really felt.

Alicia watched Harry carefully, still scared of him and his loud outburst. His large hands were so gentle though, convincing her that he wouldn't dare harm her or the baby. She looked down as he slid his fingers under her shirt, feeling her pretty much non-existent baby bump. He looked almost happy, but in a scary way. "I love you and her." Harry said deeply, expressing his want for it to be a baby girl.

Harry, simply being his always busy minded self , he wanted to already get on the subject of names. "What do you think we should name the baby?" He asked, kissing her neck gently. "I-I like umm pretty ones. Just give me some time to think some up." Alicia requested softly as she gave more of herself to him. "Okay, baby girl. Take your time." Harry crooned, and let her go.

He knew he needed to clean up the mess he had made. So he went ahead and got started, setting the small side table back up and putting all the little things back on it. Then, he left to go get the broom from the kitchen.

Alicia looked at the clock and decided to pull an early night. It was 7:30ish, but she felt so exhausted already. She went back to the bedroom, and stripped out of all her clothes. Leaving her in just her underwear, and climbed into bed.

Before she knew it she was out.

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Harry cleaned up all the shards of glass, nicking his hands more than a few times. It didn't seem to effect him though. He tossed it all in the bin, and went in search of Alicia. Peeking his head in all the bathrooms, soon growing extremely paranoid. He took off in a frantic run to his back room. His large hand jerking the door open carelessly. When he found that this scared room was empty of the real, living Alicia he let out a sigh of pure relief. He immediately left, and went back out into the hallway. Closing the door silently back behind him.

When Harry had finally went to the bedroom, he had looking over his blonde haired beauty. He noticed that she was sound asleep and also almost naked. He didn't feel drowsy, but decided to join her in bed after just changing into sweatpants and a t-shirt.

He slipped in slowly beside her, she was curled up on her side, as she usually was except for once she didn't have that peaceful look covering her face. Instead she looked... frightened. He wrapped his arms around her, and stroked her cheek with his hands for a moment. He stared at her for awhile, and nudged one of legs between hers'. 

His bright green eyes eventually scratchy, and he felt his eyes droop closed. He was starting to slowly fall asleep when Alicia started screaming, as if she was getting stabbed.