Gemma Glarea

Running Away From Feelings

"She hasn't woken up yet?" Alphonse asks from the door way, watching his older brother holding one of your hands.

"No.." Edward replies quietly.

"Are you hungry brother?" Alphonse asks, becoming worried about Edward.

I don't know.." Edward responds not moving.

"I'm going to get food for you and (y/n)." Alphonse says, then he closes the door, making clunking noises as he walks away.

"Wake up (y/n).." Edward says gripping your hand tighter, his face becoming one with despair, as a tear escapes his eye. "I'm So sorry." Edward lowers his head onto your hand, resting there in an attempt to not cry.

You begin to come too, as you slowly look around You notice how fuzzy your vision still was. You can see the ending day light coming through the window. You feel around, finding a.. Head? Hair?

"Edward?" You asks, your vision becoming more clear, revealing a hopeless looking Edward.

"(y/n) your awake! Are you okay? Where are you hurt?" Edward starts frantically asking you questions.

"Ed I'm fine, sorry for not watching my back." you respond with a grin, rubbing a hand on the back of your neck.

"This is all my fault.." Edward says lowering his head back down onto the side of the bed, never releasing your hand.

"What do you mean? I just shouldn't have ran off on my own." you respond, trying to comfort the obviously distraught blonde.

You watch Edward as he hides his face on the bed, holding onto your hand. You suddenly feel Edward moving, he stands up quickly, turning away from you.

"We shouldn't see each other anymore." Edward says quietly, sounding as if it pained him to say those words.

"Don't be silly edw-" You begin to respond with the sound of denial on your voice, but Edward is quick to cut you off, "(y/n).. It's dangerous to be around me, I wont let you get hurt." Edward says over you, as he slowly makes his was to the door.

"Edward wait!" you say watching him moving to the exit of your hospital room. You see him stop at the door way, he turns to look at you.

"Ed..." You say as he starts to smile at you, with sadness in his eyes. "Don't go.." you say as he turns back around, but he left without even saying a word.

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"(y/n)! Your up!" Alphonse says as he opens the door, full of excitement. "Where is brother?" He asks as he notices Edward wasn't with you anymore.

"He left.." you respond reliving the words Edward had given to before he ran off.

"Left where?" Alphonse asks confused.

"He said I couldn't be around him anymore.." you respond now lingering your gaze to your hands.

"What?" Alphonse asks, mad at his brother already.

"He said it was too dangerous." you say dwelling on these past words.

"I'll find Ed, you wait here (y/n)." Alphonse says as he hands you the food he had gotten for you and Edward. "Eat up, I'll go see what his problem is."

You watch Alphonse leave and close the door once more. Is this goodbye, will you ever see the brothers again?

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"Ed! Brother! Where Are you going?" Alphonse screeches As he peers down the road his older brother was slowly walking down.

"Lets go Al." Edward shouts back, not looking to see his brother.