25 To Life

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Depression can be cured

I can remove the strife

But still the chances are so low

like 25 to life

Sentenced to life in hell

but now I'm on parole

however one wrong move

and I'll be back to overdose

To another year of rehab

I wish that they could see that

I'm different now

And I'm about to smash 

Depression right in the face

But this stupid counselling

has got me feeling like a waste

I'd prefer not to think about my past

but this stupid counselor

keeps on insisting

Doesn't he get that

I'm feeling better and I don't need help

I'm trynna quit being

that kid in the corner

feeling so alone

and cornered 

Into drugs and suicide

to live that life

until he dies.

So he cries

because of those lies

that other people told him

daunting him to his demise 

And I get that the counselor 

means well and all

but I don't need this

I'm just going to fall

Deeper into Depression

If he keeps speaking

about depression

telling me to stop cutting

I need to tell him to stop messing

with my feelings 

what gives him the right?

He doesn't get a ticket

into my life

I told him I want to leave

but he didn't care

his slogan is "freedom for the depressed"

but he still said "sit right there"

Like. I get it I'm horrible

but you make me feel so horrible

its horrible

I was so close to freedom

but now I'm feeling

all the feelings

that lead to cutting

like the feeling 

of lack of loving.

I guess I really am

doomed to depression

and I'm sorry if saying this

makes you feel less an'

less of a person that matters

But I'm just trying to climb

this huge emotional ladder

And if I really am making you feel small

Then tell me and we'll walk this road

Till we fall

Together as a team

we can break out of this prison

As long as nobody mentions 

Depression.

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