I wake up every day
to the same shit
I feel sick
I'm so tired of it
Rub my eyes
take a deep breath
I thought I was good
but I'm a such a mess
I guess depression never leaves
that's cool
I let it take control of me
I'm such a fool
I can't believe I let it come to this
Well I still have to go to school
Open the front door
hop in the car
I feel through my long sleeves
tracing the scars
The ones on my heart
and the ones on my arms
How could I let it
get so far
I think about
the night before
over thinking now my stomach starts feeling sore
I say I'm car sick but I know its more
than that
Now I feel like crap
This is wack
I can't believe
I still cut
I told them I stopped
but things never go away .... fuck
These kids
never stop to take a look
they never listen
that's why I have my books
going off into
my own little world
my little world
filled with words
with meaning
filled with feeling
better than the pain
that I'm always feeling
So I'm so far gone
But you'll forget about me once I'm gone.
