I never get fixed when I fall down
I never have a way
for me
to get through the day
I just need a drug
to numb me out
I need someone to hold me
someone that will never dip out
I need
a painkiller
I need a committed
healer.
Someone who
will never leave
someone who
Isn't afraid to see
All my scars
sitting on my arms
All the memories
These thoughts go far.
I need
a super soldier
Someone who will be there
until it's all over
But then I'm reminded
Nobody cares
I can see it
Nobody's there
I'll go back
to crying
I'll go back
to hiding
I'll go back
to the fake smile
Welcoming depression
to stay for a while.
No one can be
my painkiller.
Depression
Is my Killer.
