Too Far

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My friend 

is going through it too

They feel like giving up

looking at the moon

I understand the pain

that they are feeling

Tying the rope 

hanging down from the ceiling 

I wish I could do something

to help

I need them and they need me

Oh well

I told them 

Just to hang on

But they feel 

they aren't something to be dwelled on

It's extremely hard

to keep fighting

My only escape

was doing this: writing

but they have nothing 

to vent their thoughts

I can only imagine 

all the suicidal thoughts

She just said 

she's far from the edge

Breaking every promise and pledge

that she and I created

We said we wouldn't cut anymore

We tried to close 

the self hate door

but we can't keep

on fighting

Honestly 

we are trying

But life is 

just so damn hard

I can't go a metre 

without falling apart.

If this is it

I hope you all know

I'll miss you. If we both die

you'll make it through the night just hug your pillow.


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