It's Like You Want Me To

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I'm getting kind of tired

when I keep asking to talk

It's obvious you don't care

but come on.

I get you don't like me

and that's perfectly fine

but can't you understand

that each night I feel like dying

There's a few people

that I don't like back

But I'm still willing to talk

Instead of ignoring them. That's like a smack

That leaves a red hand print

right in the face

By the end of the night

I feel like a disgrace.

It's been a few months

since you last replied

Not even the most basic small talk

can get you to say hi

I know that you're online

I got the notification saying so

But as soon as I want to talk

It's like "whoops gotta go"

So I'm forced to stay up late

through all hours of the night

I send my friend a message

At least he kinda cares if I'm alright

You said that you had to go

but he says he's talking to you right now

I know that you're always lying to me

I can't deal with the guilt. So how?

How can you say

that I'm an asshole

And then you lie to my face

But call me the hypocrite though.

That part I don't get

Why don't you just want to talk

It's like you want me to jump of the bridge

No one will try to catch me when I fall.

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