This is the end of me
I thought that you would finally see
I guess you don't care
About all the shit that I feel
After all the stuff I've been through
I realize I might not make it
Walking around with a smile
It's getting harder and harder to fake it
I thought that you would see
all the parts that I've written
But if you don't even read them
How can I get you to listen?
I tried to say I'm sorry
And show you that I've changed
But now it seems that
you go running when you hear my name
You were the reason
I joined Wattpad
You now also fuel my hate
I kinda need you to stop that
I don't enjoy
feeling like this
It's getting really hard
to try and fight this
Every day I get closer
To committing suicide
Every day I need you
Every day I want to die.
Whenever I think about you
I have to hold back from crying
Can't you see I've matured
I guess that you don't like it.
I thought maturity
is what you wanted
But now because I've matured
I am haunted
By depression
And all the memories
I need you to notice
I need you to see me.
