I finally ended this story
"Look at me! I survived"
But is survival lasting
or just a holder for a vacant mind.
I just want to feel
some positive emotion
She makes me feel special
I don't need a love potion.
But sometimes at night
I feel down and dark
Tape doesn't fix
a completely broken heart.
But it sure is
a heck of a painkiller
It's like chipping a tooth
and then getting a new filler.
Except for me
It's more like
my whole mouth shattering
But still I chose to fight.
She gives me strength
I can't thank her enough
She saved me from
all the nights that I cut.
I can't thank her enough
but same for you guys
You were there
Through all the times that I lied.
But not only lied
but been lied to
It was you who read my poems
and helped me pull through.
You did what that one girl
never wanted to
I was dying
But it's like she didn't have a clue
Because of that
I regret it every day
I think back to that day
every day I feel shame.
We sit at the same lunch table
but we never talk
I feel like a ghost
looking for somebody to haunt.
She couldn't care less
but I guess that's okay
I wouldn't want to have to deal with me
every single day.
but you people seemed to
and that is amazing
Seriously
I can't give you enough praising
This story is finished
but I wanna say goodbye
So until next time...
I hope I don't die....
Goodbye.......
