I can't escape myself
I swear to God I've tried
I feel like I'm trapped in hell
So many nights I cry
So I write here
dark poems at night
But you still don't see
How can't you hear my cry?
I try to forget about it
and just put it aside
I try to make it look like I'm happy
But inside I want to die.
Why don't you get me help
If you don't care about my life
It's obvious you won't help
So it stays caged inside.
I need you
to get me through this nightmare
I can't do this on my own
It's hard to fight there
I can't show feelings at school
Cause I'll get laughed at
I wish some one cares
"A world with love" Scrap that.
It was a huge fantasy
what I thought to world was
Everyone else is happy
but for me... Fuck love.
Happiness is dead
and fake
How did I once believe it was real
I guess that was my mistake.
